Things are so confusing anymore. I don't know what's going on. Im happy but Im not. I'm lost but found. Im scared and aware.

Ugh, I don't even know anymore.

Jess

There really was no point to this.

I must be the luckiest person alive right now ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now. It's crazy ( Read more... )

Ok so Im gonna put it out there like this. Read my journal. I don't care, that's what it's there for. And go and whine to your boyfriend about it too, because I need the drama in my life. You can tell him about this entry too, and then he can call me again and act like he's mad, when we both know he's not. Im sure Matt having one more thing on his ( Read more... )

So to be completely honest, I know exactly what is wrong with me ( Read more... )

So to most people this might be one of those journals that makes no sense ( Read more... )

So this Christmas was pretty decent ( Read more... )

Even though I am terribly cold right now I can't even begin to tell you how happy I am that it snowed ( Read more... )

Two years came and went so quickly.
But no matter how many years go by I dont think I'll ever be ready for this day.

R.I.P. Angela

I love and miss you...

<3 Jess

So two Fridays ago I did something that has taken the courage of almost four years ( Read more... )