sometimes i go a little crazy. each time is a learning experience.

hes a quick one........
yea boredom it happens
but not of each other
wed live under the covers
if we could
but instead were
being in a bog.

IN DEBT FOR MY BIRTH ( Read more... )

sketch of a dilemma

me
misery
men
mom
money

answer....

mexico!!!

here i am again to tell you all how sad I feel ( Read more... )

im calming myself little bits at a time.
i really do know how to panic when its completely uncalled for.
its necessity could be as apparent as i suspect, but then why cant I tell? 
i really need to know.
(separate) (spheres)
phew.
oh no!
its ok its ok.
shit what am I going to do.
ok maybe im not  calm at all.
im getting a mild mind fuck.
i guess thats ( Read more... )

i really do need to calm the fuck down. the thing is that ive gotten myself all worked up over these musings of my imagination when in reality nothing is wrong. except this town which so full of emptiness and heartache.  i can escape all the memories of all the bad times that happened here. somehow??
this is a good thing.
i am going on  a piano

calm down, and concentrate sarah

keep going sarah!!

the day i found out my body was made of cancer
 ave maria