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holyyyy shitttt... i am about to breakdown and cry ~ i am beginning to think i have no friends! and the closest ones i have yell at me and act like they dont like me and shit... okay maybe it isn't them... its me... maybe i am a bitch or something and i dont know it, or maybe i am not easy to cope with, or i am annoying, or maybe i am just a ( Read more... )

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arggg i am sick and it is reallyyyyy cold outside so i decided to wear my big mozi-fest shirt and my new pajama pants ( Read more... )

im in the library at school with GG and i am fucking pissed off!!!... i absolutly hate my 4th hour teacher... she is a fucking dyke-ass-hagg! anyway, we are doing some wierd clay thingies in her class and i was trying to make a design but i was getting frustrated and then someone threw clay at me so i fucking flipped out and and was like "what the ( Read more... )

alright... i am not a happy camper right now!!! wednesday i found out that my friend overdosed on triple C's and she is in the hospital so i am like depressed about that cause she hasn't been in school ( Read more... )

yesterday sucked... my rat died... i know it sounds gay but she was the coolest rodent i will ever have in my life!!! i burried her in my backyard after school! but anywho i was all depressed pretty much the whole day plus i got my period so i just wasnt in the mood to be anywhere near school-work ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this shit... everyday now!.... every fucking day!... as soon as i step into my house after school i get depressed... it is so fucking messed up! no body is even home when i get home but i just get depressed all on my own! the sad part is i have no fucking clue why!... i swear to god i am fucking going bi-polar! i think it is ( Read more... )

today was interesting... its homecoming week at my school so everybody is all spirity and shit... but it was really weird... during lunch they were like blasting oldies.. like "the twist" and shit! it was pretty funny actualy b/c people were like getting up and dancing!!! Me and GG were like standing next to the custodian when he randomly started ( Read more... )