I am alone. So alone. I don't know if I keep doing this or what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel like I am drowning and there is nothing I can do about it, and there is nothing anyone can do about it. It's just going to happen. Any attempt to help is just a delay of the unavoidable. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT
I am so fucking tired. I woke up or maybe I never fully fell asleep. I took my meds, but then I was so sick. It was awful then I couldn't go to sleep and I am miserable and I was miserable most of the night
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constantly going through my mind, so fast I don't even know what or how I feel even half the fucking time. I keep updating my myspace blog and neglecting my livejournal completely. I hate that
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