the END.

[xxxdullstars]

i want to tell you everything that's spinning in my head. i want you to know it all and understand and consider why i may be like this. i could never describe.. never explain.. what this feels like to me. yah, i'm sure you think you know and i'm just being pathetic and stupid. but no one would really believe or understand completely. not even

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[anonymous]

I love you for that Jen!
You're so sincere and it makes me feel good about you, since you can't feel it for yourself. I've been in a position like this before. Step your game up..I KNOW you can do this! I<3You ~always --cassita

[xxxdullstars]

awww thanks hun! i've missed you so much since you moved! how much?! EVER SO MUCH! no lesbian tendencies though.. :DDD

"you're here and i like it, HAPPINESS" ahahaha

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[anonymous]

Despite how much i hate people telling me "i know how you feel" i really do know what it's like. because ive done the same thing to myself this year. falling in love with a guy, changing my plans, changing my personality, changing my look. Changing ME. completely. just to get him to give me the time of day. and i never understood why people did things like that to themselves, until i started doing it to myself. I know in my heart that it's really never gunna happen, yet i'm tortured by forcing myself to believe it can. welcome to the wonderful suckfest we know as life. talk to me. i luff you.

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[xxxdullstars]

commmmmmentss! you are SO obedient, how thoughtful :o) haha anyways...i will always be there for you girl, i'm gonna miss you terribly next year at swim team! who am i gonna hide from coach batt with!?! i lub j00 <33