I can't BELIEVE ruben won..fraudlence fraudulennceeeee. i<3u clay!

My mom got tickets to the American Idol tour this summer! It's July 25th at 7:00pm BEBE <3 3RD FUCKING ROW ( Read more... )

i need to take a break..i act like i don't care when people say things to me but i really do take them to heart. and when someone tells you to fucking kill yourself, it hurts. it's a different kind of pain that i don't wish on anyone..to know that someone thinks so little of you. so forgive me for running off to find the things i have to do. i'm ( Read more... )

Gemini and Sagittarius ( Read more... )

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i want to tell you everything that's spinning in my head. i want you to know it all and understand and consider why i may be like this. i could never describe.. never explain.. what this feels like to me. yah, i'm sure you think you know and i'm just being pathetic and stupid. but no one would really believe or understand completely. not even ( Read more... )

kristen don't you do it!

all my thoughts and energies are focused towards this right now. you deserve it! haha i just read the comment on HIS journal..ahaha *tries to play tennis*

write later.

"bon et bon..bon bon!" ~kirs
"you HO...truth hurts..the truth HURTS" ~me to kirs

in a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her, he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me; when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. in a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and i would still be ( Read more... )

okay this isn't cool.
i didn't think i would care but i do.

nervous breakdown. i don't think i'll be writing for a few days.

real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.

since kirsten and i wanted to hand in our applications as soon as possible, i got off at her bus stop today and walked home. she went completely BONKERS on the way. she was screaming and yelling and every other word was vulgar. jeez. somehow laura got called a whore and then the conversation from there on was all, er whore-ish. about kirsten's ( Read more... )

i talked to kristen yesterday about the whole 'guy' thing. nick opened his big mouth where he shouldn't have and started something. but we worked it out and it's all good. i thought she might be a bitch but she's actually really nice. nick's big mouth is starting to rival his big nose. :P ( Read more... )