im sick it sucks im bailing on a show i think to go see my dad like 2
days before teh show this isnt good but my dad needs me he is really
sick and im worried im worrying about more poeple these days my sister
and my mom and my dad. hell almost anyone. but i need something im
really sick and i feel fucking horrible day 2 not going to school. my
band had a show sunday and it took alot out of me idk life is life. im
trying to ignore the thought that i fel like exhausted and everything
maybe its because i dont sleep ever. my fears have a better grip on me
lately then they usely do and its all because im too stupid to make up
my own mind and i listen to what others say almost religiously but ive
always been that way.
I hate 3:00 am.