i
hate
people.
they
are shitty.
goodbye.

i dont like when people have the power to make me either smile or cry. its scary. and im scared. what else is new? of course im gonan take the chance of getting all fuckedup again, but hey thats life. cant have walls up if u wanna live and love.

so im happy ( Read more... )

Okay so this sounds kinda gay but ive been like refelcting back on my life. I have changed so much for the good. I can honestly say im content with where I am right now. Im in school getting my GED doing something good for MYSELF, I applied for FDNY which is my dream job, Im very social not that I wasnt but im actually nice now, like no attitudes ( Read more... )

I never write in here but whatever ( Read more... )

my mom is pissing me off ( Read more... )

You know what really grindss my gears? People. I hate when people say one thing but really do and mean another. Like "I am your friend you cna always call me and im there for you" I honestly dont believe it. I posted some shit on myspace about my so called "friends" and they all jumped and asked me to hangout meanwhile I didnt even mean for that to ( Read more... )

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Okay so idk i dont feel liek typing what ive been doing, I just feel like venting I guess u can say. So the past like week I feel liek shit about myself. I mean normally i have a low self esteeme yeah but its gotten worse. I dont wanna look like I use to, and for some reason i feel like ive gained like 5lbs in the past 3weeks, maybe more, Im pretty ( Read more... )

So my birthday was great. Nothing big, Jorge took me to inatome my favoriteee place to eat and it was soo good. We went back to his house and just hungout. All in all it was a great day. 17, woo im getting old, yeah okay. hahaha. Easter was today, I went to jorges house and he bbq and it was yummyy, a bunch of us just hungout outside and stuff cuz ( Read more... )