I sometimes wonder....

[xxxmadhatterxxx]

Ya know, i dont get why i take the classes i do. I mean im not even good at it and i think i am. I mean, today i may acted like i was having a good day but chemistry just made me realize how stupid i am. How i cant compare myself to everyone else, how i cant compare how smart i am to the avarage person. You know what sad, i wish i could restart my

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[blades_of_blood]

God makes no mistakes!
I would know...for I am he!
Are you trying to say I am clumsy, Chaz?
Heh...I love you, buddy!
There is nothing wrong with you at all.
Be happy! You deserve it!

[xxxmadhatterxxx]

Yes god had made a mistake >P (jk)

Aww thanks I love ya to >D

You make me feel better ^-^

~~~maddy~~~<3

[excitatus]

Chaz let me tell you this, its something that i tell myself everyday i go to class or do anything hard. "BE THE BEST" if someone does better than you on a test. hell study the stuff like crazy so you can put it in their face the next time. but for the life of it dont give up. losers give up and throw in the towel but winners just take it as it comes and tackle each task to the ground. And i know that you Chasmine are no loser no matter what you say. And chaz please just ask me for help on chem stuff, i mean hell i know how hard it is and i didnt do to grand either in the class u are in now. just please ask me or email me or something.

[xxxmadhatterxxx]

Thanks. I know that you offer your help but i guess it just i want to figure it out for myself but i cant do that and i need to tell meself thats what other people (teacher and friends) are there for. Thats what teachers are there for, but for some reason i have this in my mind that they dont want to help or they might get annoyed that im asking them for help. Dont ask where it came from its just there in my mind.

But thanks, i hope we can talk somemore online Like we did a few nights ago, that was fun talking to you again >D

~~~Maddy~~<3