hey dude...just wanna say cheers for looking out for me....its been beyond fucked up for so long. I've made a decision. A hard decision. One that may not sound right, but has taken alot of thought. Shes been after an answer about going out with her and at first i thought fuck no. but last few days she has i dunno, somehow.....wised up. She seems serious and all that. Ive decided to give it ago. I know the words "what the fuck" are running through your head. and it may seem like asking for trouble but. Im being fair if i give this a chance and start a fresh. I have been "involved" in this messed up situation for 9 months and have found no comfortable foot hold. After much thought and conversation. it seems that by having some rules layed out things may not go as fucked up. And if they do, bang im outa then faster than you can say "IN A BIT YOUTH". This way i will know or not if it wud work and wont live forever wondering. its been 9 months tho. thats insane. The way i see it. ive left 6th form so if this goes wrong, im basicly out of
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Hmmm...This is all quite heavy. To be honest Oldy you don't really know me, at all. Your right it has been fucked up with me and jon, its been on and off and up and down for 9 months, and then there was Ryan involved etc. And what you say about me dumping him for a weekend to go pull? That never happened... It was all fucked up and very confusing, but the truth is, the only part you see of me and jonny is the part where either hes angry at me or im angry at him, you have no idea what our relationship is like when noone else is involved
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(thanks for the comment bout the pics dude. thought they were quite symbolic)
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