mood: depressed and abandoned
music: beautiful-Christina Aguilera
Who/when was the last person you kissed? i think Cj or Amal
Have you ever made out with anyone on your LJ friends list? hell naw
What (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done? ALcochol only if that counts... under 21 here
What's the best gift you've ever received? the giant tigger from my parents last year
What's the longest you've stayed awake? all night not going to sleep
What's the best concert you've ever attended? only been to one so i guess thatd be it... lol.. Nelly was there!! :)
What's the most illegal thing you've ever done? steal
What's the biggest lie you've ever told? heh... not enough space
If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick? the way i feel right now... give up sex in a second
What's your favorite bad-for-you food? Burger King fries *drool*
What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked? none
What's your biggest guilty pleasure? being pleased w/someoneelse in the room or on the phone
What movie have you seen ten times or more? Shrek
If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?I would usually say Ty.... not im at a lose for words
Are you a dog person or a cat person? neither
What's your favorite US city? My very own LA
Have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period? LOL yea
Favorite curse word?i hate cussing... not ladylike
Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star? lol no
What's the weirdest place you've ever kissed anyone? i dont know
What's the weirdest article of clothing you wear on a regular basis? none i think
What's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk? never gotten that drunk
What's your favourite part of a girl's body?lol...herrrrrrrrmmmmmm no comment
What's your favourite part of a boy's body? arms and chest
What's your favourite smell? love spell probably
What's your favourite drink? Dr. Pepper.. WHOOT!!
What song makes you cry? dun wanna think about it
What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately? guys wearing half of their shitrs on... that's *so* annoying to me.... and the regular shirts that the bottom of it is made like the bottom of a sweatshirt... so ugly to me.
Well i just got back from the movies at The Bridge w/Tammie. We nt and ate Subway and ong around here and there. I bought a new book called "Maintenance Man" at Borders, its a bout this male escort guy.
We saw Anger Management the.. the Adam Sandler movie. I've always loved Adam Sandler and found this to be funny as usual. Although at times it was bordering on "Jackass the Movie" humor... which i *hated* that movie but it was otherwise cool. This one part made me *so* made though cus this girl with the body size of a size and the boobs of lord knows what(your basic bombshell blond) was complaining about how she was a whale. I wanted to fucking choke her.. but i was probably just being bitter.
It seemed like today was "interracial couple" day at the bridge. cus everywhere we looked there they were and it was *really* cool. i mean thats one of the rgeat things about LA is that there are a lot of places where that's totally kosher and not all extra segregated although yea... we do have those spots.
I just called and left a voicemail on Ty's phone. Do i think he's gonna call me back??no do i think i'll ever hear from him again??no do i think it's gonna be scary when all the crying that wont come out serfaces??? hell yea. I was kind of crying last night at tammies but she was talking about Luke and didn't really notice. I think my grannie knows something is up with Ty,,,, cause i went in her room when i got home and just asked her for a hug and i hug her for the longest cause i didn't know what else to do with myself. I mean... i've never felt so damn helpless in my life. And i wish i knew what the hell was going on but i DONT and that's what's killing me. are last words to each other were
Zenia1127 (12:40:29 PM): this is the part i hate saying. but i have to go
Zenia1127 (12:40:37 PM): I Love You
AfricanQueen310 (12:41:16 PM): aawwwww
AfricanQueen310 (12:41:21 PM): i love you too
AfricanQueen310 (12:41:24 PM): will i see you later?
Zenia1127 (12:41:40 PM): yea
Zenia1127 (12:41:58 PM): Bye
AfricanQueen310 (12:42:08 PM): k
AfricanQueen310 (12:42:09 PM): ciao
and that was tuesday. And maybe if he just called and said ya know Quisha... this isnt working... or told me SOMETHING id atleast know. And he's fine and healthy cus when we called his house earlier his dad said he wasn't their but he'd be back later. God.... I feel fucking stupid for loving him. I put my everything on the line. I let CJ go.. i let Frank go... i let Aaron go... i let Amal go if im missing someone let me know. I made a friggin commitment for the first time since the 8th grade!! AND THIS IS THE SHIT I GET!!!! i could've stayed the playa i was and never gotten close to neone and my feelings would never get hurt like this. NEVER... i'm SUCH A DUMBASS!!