you give and give and continually give but i guess for some people it will never be enough ( Read more... )

i feel as if I have lost my best friend...

I am okay when there are people around, BUT the moment I left alone with nothing but my thoughts  I loose control...

Does everything really get better with time?

Im crashing and burning ( Read more... )

I'm at the edge of reason
dwindling it between my fingers
when will the truth finally seep out
your decision is made
a love is lost
another hotel
who to turn to
guilt consumes
truth is scarce
then everything is
gray

someone help please....i'm losing my fucking mind...............

i do not know where i stand in life anymore.  I try to set small term goals and attempt to reach them.  But most of the time  I fail and just give up.  It's pretty sad actually.  When the fuck am i ever going to finish school?  I was initially trying for this coming fall, but the way things look right now that will take a fucking miracle and a half ( Read more... )

i really shouldn't  have this goddamn thing because i never update

why i never update anymore?...is because i don't want to fucking talk about it.

hmmm...well that feels better

i really need to update soon

BUT

i had a shitty day so i'll elaborate more later

oh yeah...i get to go tubing tomorrow for the first time EVER..yay...so i guess that i better got to sleep...

i made a complete ass out of myself last night...damn that killer bourbon drink (no really it was that bad and for some strange reason i drank half of it ( Read more... )

I feel so disconnected from the world lately that its just plain ridiculous ( Read more... )

i want to fucking scream...