I think that i might have to drop out of school

i seriously have lost all respect for certain people in my family. how fucking selfish can you be.

they won't process the papers in enough time before the 5th...

so basically i got fucked over....

again...

damn..wow i really am a loser

shambles are what i've grown into
no place to turn
what i should have learned
this is where i'm supposed to be
but sometimes its just hard being me

i wait for you
waiting is overrated
breathing for something more

i face an addiction

f
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seriously...

Marshall and I went to go see Juno tonight...honestly that movie scared the ever living shit out of me ( Read more... )

so i went to the doctor today for my back...and yeah i aggravated the pinched nerve again, and have a knot an inch and a half big ( Read more... )

I'm tired...yeah that sums it up...very tired...and really don't think that i'll ever catch up. Thus making me more crabby, and lazier than ever ( Read more... )

wow...i made a complete ass out of myself last night...

whatever..i had fun..what i remember at least

i did get some cool lip gloss though...it makes my lips this pretty redish color...thanks matt and amanda!!!

which is worse?

wasting a precious mind....

or the precious heart...

I hide behind this facade
trying to cover the lies
i know what's right
but is it heartfelt?
the decision has been made
hearts have been distressed
confusion settles in
nothing has been solved...

So, I am probably going to ask for a transfer...fuck those people...lol ( Read more... )