completely miserable. nothing goes the way it should. maybe i should just give up and quit all together.

i've noticed, over my 18 years, that there are a lot of ignorant people out there. so in my latest efforts to combat my own ignorance, i've taken the time to read numerous works of poetry by writers such as langston hughes. my music taste has broadened from simply rock up to everything except - latino, gospel, country, and dance. those are ( Read more... )

i keep hearing good songs and then forgetting what they are. damn.

and i can't get enough LL cool J.

don't believe what they tell you. find out for yourself.

my head hurts. i don't feel good.

im leaving friday. i'll be home sunday, maybe monday. hopefully monday. i think im gonna go to bed soon.

stupid work.

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today was terrible. miserible. pathetic even. school sucks still. being alone sucks. but here are the 'highlights' of my day: (in chronological order)

1. waking up isn't easy
2. going to school isn't easy
3. getting laughed/yelled at by 3 black guys because i wore my magic johnson jersey today.
4. running out of gas and having to borrow money from mommy
5. ( Read more... )

after very little thought. i would like to take a weekend vacation, by myself perhaps. not sure where. not too far, but far enough to know it's not buffalo.

my life is worse than any train wreck you've ever seen ( Read more... )

this seems to be the longest week of my life. im so miserable, and being sick doesn't help either. think i might go to east tomorrow. i'll probably give up on that half way there, just like i did last week. oh well. i think im going to run away to my bed for a few weeks or months, however far away december is.

i got out of work 2 hours ago and i still haven't changed clothes. i don't think it's sensible to change when i practically live there now. goodnight.

i, as of now, am not spending any un-necessary money. but i don't know how. any advice?