so shadow made a new song.....

i listen and give him criticsm...SPELLING? lol

yea i juss balled my eyes out...

and at the end there dedications on it and it says "my homegirls homeboy dopey"

i guess it juss fuckin hit me.....

songs talkin bout kickin it and smokein blunts....thats what we always did.

so i go back to GA sat ( Read more... )

so once you think you got everything figured out....

somethin bites u in the ass

on a better note...i think i have a new intrest...woo go me?

spet alot of time with rayray...
found out how JT reli feels about me...
now im the first person he calls when he wakes up and last when he goes to bed...aww..
i wanna see him :(........
im addicted to a new song...lol......
i still feel so tired.

maybe goin to WVA for a few days....dunno yet lolz.

so been thinking about alot lately....

starting to feel better....

goin to have a ultrasound of my neck tomorrow and more blood work....woo?

but everything is actually goin good for once...cept still no job...

will be back in GA not this sunday but next.

so appatently i have a infection somehwere....im guessing my ears?.....so that might explain the swelling ( Read more... )

so yesterday my neck was swollen...and kept gettin worse....so i went to the er...was in mad pain and it was gettin hard to breathe.....well a cat scan and blood work later....they couldnt tell me WHY THE HELL IT WAS SWELLING UP......fuckin retards....but they did find out i have a hypoactive thyroid....yea not cool....no wonder i got fat ( Read more... )

been thinking alot these past few days...

its time to break away from the family life..

guess im old enough and i dont need their shit anymore.

ive got some things planned out...

so much to say....

but not enough time in the world to say it....

*sigh*

explain this to me...

he randomly starts talkin to me....
then randomly stops.....
then i find out some shit.......
and now he wants to randomly start talkin again?!

ill never figure ppls out.......
gay.....