he makes me happy. really happy. who else would have their whole family and nurses lie to me in order to give me the biggest suprise? him. imagine being at work like any other day with the usual people and all the sudden seeing him come in. my heart dropped and i literally started shaking and like couldn't breathe. amazing. hes home and now im ( Read more... )

so lets see since i last updated...drama went on with me and rachel-thas like over with now i guess. idk. still chillin with katie still-her party never happened bc of some other drama. but the mopo was fuckin hott as shit and ally was suprised...the room was so hot- it had a huge circular bed with a mirror on top, a 13 person jacuzzi and a huge ( Read more... )

YO so I def havent updated in mad long. so much shit been goin on. for the most part its all been good too...thank god. so 2 mondays ago i found out my car was declared totalled by the insurance co...i was pissssssssssed i had to clean all my shit out of it and then i like started beating it before they towed it to a fuckin junk yard...a junk ( Read more... )

okay tell me how many people go through wut ive gone through within the past month & 1/2 in their life...1) accident-an asshole guy turns into ma madres car when i drive by him 2) accident- my best friend and boy gets hit by a 90 mph streetbike while crossing rt. 38 and is in the hospital since then 3)my pop-pop died at 69 yrs old last saturday 4) ( Read more... )

so this week was the first like full days of school. it sucked. even with the day off. oh well. luckily my schedule is easy. everyday after school consisted of me going to rachels house and us chillin. been to the hospital everyday of course. god i miss just being with him all the time. me n rach worked the same days this week too-tues,wed and ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since i last updated idk wuts been goin on. The end of summer was good. It's been me,Rachel and Laura doin everything. Recently Laura's been busy n shit with school and Joe, but it all good. On the 4th I went to Las Vegas. It was Hoottttt there. we stayed at the Bellagio. I did good shoppin+Got tan=happy sam then i came home on ( Read more... )

honestly i need everyone more than ever right now...some that read this will know wut happened and some won't. those of you who care enough will comment/call/IM and ask. For those of you who have-THANK YOU so much. This is hopefully the hardest thing i will need to go through in my life. My otherhalf and my everything this summer is missing from my ( Read more... )

so i realized i havent been home in awhile! ive been all over stayin at like brits n shawns cribs n shit. haha i dun remember wednesday really like wut i did n all jus chilled wit ma peoplez ( Read more... )

so today i woke up late and mikey called me up tellin to come chill wit him bill shawn n tom at toms so i was on ma way ova and jake called me so i picked him up at like 130 and we headed over to toms. we chilled there for awhile and were bored and at like 330 we went to shawns to chill jus me jake andy n shawn. then i had to go to work so i ( Read more... )

no work for 2 days straight. thas wus up. so yesterday after we woke up we went to jakes house and chilled. andy came over and so did eric and brit and matt for a lil bit. we chilled then took 2 cars to brits. i dropped some peeps off and then i went to chill with amanda for a lil. then with john to jus say wut up then went back to brits like ( Read more... )