Wow... So much has changed as always when I dont update for a year or so. I am currently in Salem still and I dont work. Me and Henry have our own apartment with Ian in Salem. It seems to be going alright. I just wish we had more money!! A car would be nice too. If you know anyone selling a cheap car please let me know. I need one desperately. I ( Read more... )

Well I havnt had much going on lately. Work seems to be okay. I have had a lot on my mind lately and it shows in my work. I am slow.. lol I mean I am not real slow, but I am noticably slower than usual. I just feel crappy lately. I miss Henry so bad. Too much to tell seriously. I try hard to keep my mind off of him, but it doesn't work. Ian is ( Read more... )

I hope henry gets better.... i dont want him to die.

I finally got a job today. This is for sure and pays more than the group home I was about to get a job at. Thank god for Joan and Crystal. I am so relieved to have that out of the way. Although it will take a month to even get payed, and my first paycheck is gone. I am buying my mom's car. a 1995 grandam for around 400 dollars. See I am paying for ( Read more... )

I seen an old friend of mine today. Dylan Miller... I havnt seen him for a really long time. We were talking about old times. We discussed the legion and how we used to hang out there. Once when Nemesis came through and played with Indecensy. There were a few more pretty good lousiville bands. I really miss the legion concerts. There were a lot of ( Read more... )

A person will die from total lack of sleep sooner than from starvation. Death will occur about 10 days without sleep, while starvation takes a few weeks. I should try it and see how awful I feel in just a few days. The longest I have ever stayed up is around 3 days. I did feel like shit. I vowed to never do it again. I probably won't.... but that ( Read more... )

Well as everyone knows I am back in Salem and I am enjoying being with my friends and seeing everyone whom I havnt seen in a very long time. I dont miss clay county at all, but I miss some of the people. Actually I miss Henry and his family more than anything. I went just last weekend and stayed for a while and I didnt want to leave really. I dont ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have posted a public entry. I obviously had my baby. The picture does him no justice. He is way more gorgeous than in that picture. I will have to post a new one whne I get time. He weighed 7 punds and is very healthy. He had the biggest wee-wee in the nursery. The past 3 weeks have been rough, but I really enjoy Ian and ( Read more... )

Well I havn't exactly been alright... I feel horrible. I don't feel at all like myself. I went to the doctor and the baby is 2 ounces away from 6 pounds. The past few days I havn't felt like ating... I am trying to force myself to eat and make sure I eat enough and eat well. I just don't feel up to it. I have gotten into that nesting stage. ( Read more... )

I am going crazy... so many questions running through my mind and more keep coming up. I can't trust anything he says now. I don't like this feeling. I don't like the feeling of being lied to. I don't like the feeling of being 2nd to many things. I want to be the one and only in his life... not 2nd. I hate this. I wish all of this shit would have ( Read more... )