( Watching Braden )

I took my intensive reading and my algebra midterms today but those were easy i am worried about the science and english midterms cause those classes are hard.I did'nt talk to Erica again today i feel like i am in elementary school cause i am afraid to talk to her i have no clue why but i am.

Me and Erica finally hugged after 7th period.

This weekend was very boring i am grounded so i could'nt do anything at all.Friday i sat at home,Saturday i talked to Erica and other people online and around 10 i watched Donnie Darko then i went to sleep,Today is not over yet so i don't know what i am going to do yet but i got 25 cents on nothing.

This place is a bloodbath
And won't be taken alive
We stand alone
Under fictitious skies

There is a girl that goes to my school her name is Erica and shes hot but for some reason im afriad to talk to her.

Its all in my head,
Im feeling crazy,
This Ecstasy has the effect,
And now is the time,
TO DROP DEAD.

I am worthless and NO-ONE seems to care.

THIS FUCKING SUCKS BALLS BITCH.

Guess what im going to turn gay because girls can lead you on to something that wont happen that how life is shit happens people make gay decisions that is just how life is my moto is shit happens deal with it but this i cant deal with it sucks.

But i still love you.