Why on earth am I even consitering this ( Read more... )

everyone in my jack's mannequin community
HATE me

lmaooooooooooooo

I need you
I need so much
I need you
Get me out of this place
I need you
With the lightning this close I can see
That so much in this world is make believe
And this ticking clock isn't for me
And still nobody knew I need you

I need you
In my blacker days
I need you
With the walls coming down I need you
Through this hole in my chest I can feel
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Tanya Ostroff was found NOT GUILTY.
and only had to pay $42.00 for court fees.
:D

OH! and, tomarrow I have my first official visit to court ( Read more... )

Today was again, castle-crashing.
Bridge-collapsing.
Both encouraging but nerve-racking.

Why didn't I get that award?

The seniors.
So my morning started off at exactly 6:05am.
I got up, picked out a shirt, slipped on the skirt, and then one messed up braid was all it took to begin the worst day of the rest of my life.

I even cryed in the car, ( Read more... )

I'm tied by own my hands and tired.

It's going to be a hard day.
Whatever tomarrow brings, I'll be there.

What about Dimitrios?
I'm stopping there.

What about Alaina? I'm scared out of my mind about her.
What's going to happen?

And Robert? And Patrick? And Stephen? And Thomas? And Emily?
And Katherine? And Viv? And everyone? and my life? and THERES?

I can't ( Read more... )

You know what ( Read more... )

There are some things that I'll never understand
1) why a country needs a God
2) why a woman needs a man

You never write ME letters.

Without you I don't sleep, just dream.

And I scratch these words into a black notebook.
I wrote your name on top. I knew you'd never look.

Peter pan is miles away.

Sing me to sleep.

This is the last straw.

It was 12:17 and frantic ( Read more... )