(One-shot) yunjae - Jaejoongie I love you
Title: Jaejoongie I love you
Author: xxyunjaelovexx
Length: One-shot
Pairing: yunjae
Genre: Angst, character death
The music was on, he was moving along to the beat, Changmin moving in perfect synch right by his side, and then it was over. The stage director clapped his hands.
"you did great guys, perfect, now yunho it's time for your solo dance stage"
Yunho nodded and gave Changmin a pat on his shoulder as the other was moving of the stage towards some of the others sitting on the chairs below, watching and waiting for their own rehearsal. Changmin dimped down between Kyuhyun and Minho, the latter handed him a bottle of water and smiled while overflowing his hyung with praise.
The music boomed out once again and Yunho started the new choreography, it was his first solo dance stage, during an SMtown concert, since five had become two. He saw his dongsaengs watching his every move and he felt happy to stand on stage. This was where he belonged.
.......
Only two more hours until the show would start, fans were already flooding outside, aticipating a great show. Inside the very last preperations were getting done. The SNSD girls were happily chatting away, thrilled to be standing on the stage of Tokyo dome that very night, he knew that all the others felt the same, but for Changmin it only brought back memories.
He remebered the stage two years ago, when he together with his four hyungs had entered the stage, met by a roar of cheeres and a sea of red, at that moment he had been so happy, so young but they had still achieved so much. After that everything had fallen apart. He had dreaded to stand on this stage again. Yunho had seemed happy though so he forced through a smile, something he had grown far too good at.
......
the shrill sound of a phone alerted Yunho as he was sitting in the make up chair. Changmin looked up at his hyung rummaging through his bag in search of the source of the sound. When he finally found it Changmin noticed a flash of something dark in the others eyes before he quickly turned it off.
"Who was it?"
"No one" was the short answer and the tone in Yunho's voice keept Changmin from asking again.
.........
Eunhyuk moved hurriedly down the corridors, he had to find him.
"we start in 20 minutes Eunhyuk-sshi" he heard someone call from behind but he ignored the voices. He had to find him.
He saw Donghae first and then next to him stood Yunho.
"Hyung!" he called and caught Yunho attention.
"Oi hyuk, have you seen Changmin around? he should be here by now"
Eunhyuk bit his lip before he hesitantly answered "I met him just a minute ago, he should be outside now"
A frown was shown on Yunho's face, "why?"
"Junsu's here" And just those words sent Yunho in an all rage.
"Send him away" he spat, and that glimmer of something dark that Changmin spotted earlier, was now burning firecly in Yunho's eyes.
"No, you need to talk to him"
"Send him away!"
"No! I've been doing that for two years now but this time you have to see him" something broke inside Eunhyuk and he started to cry, slow tears making their ways out of his eyes "hyung, please you have to see him"
........
As Yunho stepped out he could see Junsu and Changmin, but the happy Junsu he remembered seemed to be gone, and Changmin, the normally composed dongsaeng was screaming at the shorter male.
"You're lying! you're lying" the taller held on to the hem of Junsu's shirt while desperatly yelling at him, but Junsu just stood there, tears evident in his eyes.
"What's going on?" Yunho asked confused, and uppon hearing his voice Changmin spun around.
"No hyung, no he's lying" But Yunho looked past him, into the eyes of the member he had known the longest
.
"Jaejoong-hyung" Junsu started.
"No!!" Changmin screamed, pulling his hand to his ears, pushing himself against the wall.
"Accident....."
"No stop!" Yunho listened to Junsu's calm voice and Changmin's franetic one, somehow it felt like his heart had stopped, like he had just plunged into the water with a deep breath and the rest of the world was behind a thin veil and then the next word that Junsu spoke broke the silence.
"Dead....."
Changmin had fallen down to the floor tears flowing, his body shaking, Junsu finally let the tears fall as well, but Yunho just stood there trying hard to catch his breath.
Jaejoongie......dead.
........
It was raining, he stood silently by the window, watching the world down below. A door closing, steps coming up behind, he could see the reflection in the window.....Jaejoongie.
"I packed the last things" he whispered as he closed his arms around Yunho from behind. They stood like that for a while before Yunho slowly turned around, freeing himself from Jaejoong's hug.
"You should go" the hurt in Jaejoong's eyes was clear.
"Yunho....I" hesitantly, but yet he couldn't finish the sentance.
"Go" Yunho ordered again "they are waiting" then he turned around yet again, far down below he could spot the car.
Jaejoong stood still for a moment before he turned and walked to the door, slowly opening it, hesitating.
"Yunho....I.......I love you" waiting......yunho held his tears in.
"Go" he whispered "just go", door closing, silence.
Yunho turned around, wanting to stop him...too late....falling down to the floor.
"Jaejoongie" tears "I love you too"
........................
Jaejoongie.....dead....
"Why!!!!" he screamed "why??! I loved you" falling down to the floor.
"Jaejoongie.....I love you"
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A/N: Hi this is the first thing I've written in a very long long time and it was actually my BFFangekarlsson who requested it. I hope it's ok and that my spelling isn't completly off :/