today i woke up about 6 o clock and could not go back to sleep so i got my pols and went to my lake and went fishing and man that helped me to figure out alot of probs

today i happen to be sitting in my room and a couple off weeks ago i had made a big mistake by letting the one person i love the most i let go and i miss her very much and i dated around and it felt so weird and i cant seem to git her off of my mind and i am trying to git her back can somebody help