Where's the longevity of peace i've sought after for so many painful minutes of life?

[xyles]

I'm in one of those moods. Here it goes. I'm pissed off. Plain and simple. Things have been bothering me for fucking ever now and there's nothing i can do about it. I won't let this happen to me anymore. I won't let anyone treat me like shit anymore! I'm just not taking it any longer!! I deserve better than this!!!! I'm tired of being the

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sorry dude

[drewblaze]

I know I haven't been the greatest friend. It really is my fault I wish, it has been hard though. I don't want you to change unless it for the better, just remember you can change what you do easily but it is hard to change who you are. We'll hang soon man cause has been a while. If you need to talk to me let me know.

Re: sorry dude

[xyles]

It's not your fault, lol. And you've been a great friend! What are you talking about?! I think i'll be okay, i just needed to vent and i really didn't want to say that to someone, lol... I think that would've come off too harsh verbally. We definately need to hang out again soon, i agree. Laura is still asking me about taking you to dinner and how you're doing and stuff, lol. We'll figure something out. Talk to you later then.

[endofmyrope]

Fuckin a dude. i'll go to the graveyard with ya, and we can come up with some sadistic shit together!

p.s.~get the new MuDvAyNe cd, it rox, you'll like it!

[xyles]

Oh man, what do i say to that? Lol, if you really want to, maybe it would be cool. I don't think i'm going to get anything like a story about Vlad the Impaler out of it though, lol.