lately:


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things i think are studpid:


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it's funny how there are certain people that will always be reoccurring. i'd like to think of you in that way.
the reoccurring kind.
i want to forever have you, through thick and thin.
i've been soso selfish lately, and realizing that has really made me think worse of everything going on.
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and I see I give you a piece of my mind,
but I'm giving you a piece of my mouth.
You blushing boy, how could you be so blind?

Get me off the floor.
Stand there staring for a minute,
like you never saw a girl before.
There is the door.

you're fire. you will never not be.

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I'd like to think things would get better at some point, but at this rate, i've lost hope.

Today has boiled down to me feeling the most alone I've ever felt.

I wish I'd stand up straight.
I wish I'd said things different.
I wish I'd said nothing.
Things would be so perfect.
I wish myself to keep.
I pray my soul to sleep.
I wish myself away.
I wish I was blank.

stop thinking i'm sly and spitting lies.
it's really frustrating, since i'm one of the most honest people around.
ask the people that really know me.
you guys make me sick. back off.
go care about yourself and how you can twist everything in the wrong direction.
sorry i don't meet your pathetic standards. sldk;jfsd;lf
miscommunication, my ass.


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