im so bored i should be at the beach right now and hopefully tomarrow. but atleast there are some parties tonight. hopefully ill find a SLUT cause finding a girl friend is not working. so ill just be a slut to. ihml, give me an std.

ive been so confused lately. ive been such a hypocrite. i think im losing my ability to say no. my standards are deffinitly droping. i know this is due to extensive time spent on the computer. i need to get a new life away from computers. i know i spend just about everyday at the beach but i need another hobby to pass the time. when away from the ( Read more... )

i got today and tomarrow off so im not going to be at the beach this weakend. so tired all i want to do is sleep and chill with some coool people. right now i must be bored cause i never update my livejournal. i need something to do, also i need a GF, taking application, lol. what is everyone doing?

i cant handle life i need to give up. cause nothing is going right. or atleast it seems that way right now.

tommy made me think tonight. what the fuck am i doing in life all i do is look for my next thrill and when it comes its gone just as quick. but yet i keep striving for my next hit as if it were a drug. all i ever think about is how, when or where im going to get that feeling back again or if i will ever again. ive stolen, lied and done some other ( Read more... )

went to the beach to see it all blown out and stupid if i was with kyle we would of gone out cause we go out in anything and everything. but i was with some randoms that arent in to the beach as much as me so we just went home cause parking was gay at westwards might try it tomarrow early morning but im not positive it will happen. these kids think ( Read more... )

got some fun ass rides and lots of girls on shore, which is rare. me and kyle were riding the same crashing into each other , good stuff. fun carving up and down the wave drop knee next to a surfer cause you know everyone is looking. wow cut of all the newbs that suck sense they just waste the wave anyway. some guy got a fat cut on his head when ( Read more... )

hmmm. updating this cause i was told to by an important person well today was hot as fuck and i was bored all day. tomarrow im going to zuma 7 with some friends everyone that doesnt have a ride take the beach bus. lol wow i just went riding with tommy its so damn hot out side still. fucken see you later.

so bored.ihml. what is there to do these days. so tired went to sleep at 3 a.m. last nite and woke up at 5:30 a.m. for work then worked til 5 p.m. wow so tired. i wish moorpark wasnt so lame. everyone wants to do stuff but nothing ever happens cant wait to be 21 and go clubing and get with dirty whores. so i can get an std and die. i miss the ( Read more... )

wow i hate computers..... wish the whole world could go back 40 or so years to when it was simple when life wasnt so tech. life is so complicated now and i cant find the right connection. im lagging must still be running 56k my life has stalled and i dont have the tools to fix it. the way things are going i might have to disconnect and retry, but ( Read more... )