things have turned around for me....in crazy surprise. i'm still not completely happy... but i have no reason not to be so down with that whole idea! i'm happy damnit! well, cheers to everyone.

i love how everyone can read me like a book when something is wrong....
and i love how i come crawling back to this thing when i am sad.
i have no appetite
i can't sleep peacefully

i will go to the roller coaster heaven tomorrow and it will be good ( Read more... )

so what is this thing? what am i supposed to do? it's called a livejournal right? yeah. i ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER AND SISTER!

I can't believe you guys are thirteen, that's nuts-o. i have oh so many things to do tonight eggh, research paper, english revision, klee hw, chem (but i won't do it) etc....Everyone has been asking me what is wrong, guess what? nothing is wrong, no really i'm not kidding. this is just how i really am so ( Read more... )

grr, i just want this to go faster. be done. let's move on with our lives. i still have a fricken semester and a whole other new year left. curses. i frown upon my surroundings and myself. i'm seriously getting fed up with everyone's bullshit. "i know what's best for me, blah blah blah". yeah i believe everything is at a high level of "sucktitude ( Read more... )

ok, so now that i'm not on the rag, and all of my accentuated moods are gone, i've decided to update ( Read more... )

ok so the clinicians came to jazz band tonight, and i guess that's pretty cool, but it just convinced me even more that i suck at playing instruments, i mean sure, yeah i can mediocrely play a few things, but overall i'm really not that great ( Read more... )

yay for going to a san Fransisco field trip that i wasn't even supposed to go on!! it was cool, and uhh no school duh! anyway. yeah, minimum day tomorrow bitches....that's makes life so much more kick-ass. and i still do'nt know what to be for halloween or shall i say "skank-o-ween" because i go to monterey high. ahh yes. skanks everywhere, "but i' ( Read more... )