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xyoxmamax

No One's Listening

Dec 13, 2004 20:17

So my world's slowly falling apart. I can't handle anything anymore. If I just stop coming to school one day, you'll know why. People keep telling me to just leave him alone, just let him go. They don't understand that I can't though. I've spent almost two years with this one person who was my best friend, my world and then out of nowhere, my world ( Read more... )

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xheatxrisesx December 14 2004, 20:53:24 UTC

I still say he's crazy Ali, you are an amazing beautiful person and I have no idea why he would ever give that up for blind uncertainty. I found a poem that I think you might like..
All that lays before me is in ruins ( ... )

xyoxmamax December 16 2004, 01:53:09 UTC

thanks mags :) i really do like that, it's pretty :)

anonymous December 14 2004, 22:13:36 UTC

ali,
i understand, you know of all people that i understand. brendan and i have almost an exact relationship that you and nate had. we talk about marrige and always staying together, people say its like we are married. and no one understands a bond like that, it's really scarey and really hard to find this bond with another person when we are so young.it's a rare thing so young. and you and i are alot alike ali,its hard for us to love and once we do we both love with everything we have and when we love people we love them uncontrollably. it's hard to maitain such a close relationship at our ages. but you can't help how you love. i understand and i cant imagine how hard this must be for you, my dear. that saying "if you love someone, let them go" is bullshit, ali. you love nate and as long as you do you have no reason to stop showing it. he will come back when he's ready. but dont give up if you feel he's really the one you love. im here for you!!
be strong sweetie.

-lizzy

xyoxmamax December 16 2004, 01:58:41 UTC

i am lizzy, i'm trying really hard. things have gotten alot better though, i guess i'll just have to wait this one out (even though i really don't want to). how are things with you and brendan? hey! guess what! jen and i might come up to visit you guys over vacation! mom and dad don't think they can get time off of work, but they're considering letting me and jen go all by ourselves! how rockin' would that be?!?!? miss you and love you! say hi to everyone!

xoxoxo ali

anonymous December 17 2004, 00:45:20 UTC

that would be wonderful!!! mom and dad would love to play parents to all four of us!! im sooo proud of you for being so strong during this. brendan and i are great actually! thank you!
well, tell your mum and dad that we would love to have you guys!! muah muah muah!! love you and miss you and everyone says HIIII!!
-lizzy

xyoxmamax December 20 2004, 14:29:02 UTC

i have no idea what's going on with xmas break now. mom was saying something like you guys are coming down here for a few. i dunno. glad to hear you guys are great! i'm happy for you :) we would probably drive your parents crazy... the four of us. everyone says hi here!

xoxoxo

punx_dy_nasty December 15 2004, 00:20:09 UTC

I feel that you need this new icon of mine more than my old one. Haha. I found it and decided to use it so that you can steal it if you want it. =) Stay strong hun. Ilu.

xyoxmamax December 16 2004, 02:01:02 UTC

omg love it! which one do i choose?!?!? i l u m :D

punx_dy_nasty December 16 2004, 22:21:26 UTC

Haha! I know right. Well, just know that Im here fer you. I come and look at yer comments everyday just to talk to you! I dont even use LJ! Haha. Ilu2!

xyoxmamax December 16 2004, 23:49:09 UTC

awwww i feel lurved! we should totally hang out sometime!

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paeg December 15 2004, 01:48:51 UTC

ali,
i know we haven't really talked a whole lot to each other since junior high besides sometimes here and there about corey. i just wanted to let you know that i'm here for you and that everything will turn out the way it's supposed to. over the summer i went through the same sort of thing with my boyfriend, and we were together for only 5 months. and believe me it was terrible. we eventually got back together and i'm almost postive that the same thing can happen with you and nate, especially since you've been together for two years. but anyways like i said i'm here if you ever need to talk.

<3 Paige

xyoxmamax December 16 2004, 02:05:01 UTC

aww thanks paige! we should deffinetly hang out more. i'm glad to hear everything worked out with you and your boyfriend. was he the guy who was with you at mr. t when i saw you? do you remeber all those awesome times we had in jr. high?

xoxoxo ali

paeg December 17 2004, 01:50:21 UTC

anytime dear ;) and yes we should definitely hang out, maybe over Christmas break. yes, he was the boy you saw me with at Mr. T, I could have sworen I introduced you guys but I guess I didn't. Of course I remember the fun times in Junior High. I'll never forget being able to write in a different color gel pen every single day.

<3

xyoxmamax December 20 2004, 14:25:28 UTC

perhaps :) you probably did introduce me, but i don't remember. i found all those gel pens the other day and i laughed because i remembered how cool it was to draw all over your hands with a different design everyday.

xoxoxo