So oh mi gosh best weekend in a long time. So Friday Nate came with me to Chrissy's to try on a prom dress. It fits and looks gorgeous, but I still dunno if I'm going. We went to Wal*Mart then picked up Mike Cronin and got $.72 slushees. They're like addicting. I haven't been sleeping at all so I took a nap in Nate's bed for like 3 hours and when I ( Read more... )

So, Friday was the Battle of the Bands, and it was DRC's first show ever. I must say boys, you made your band mom proud. They came in fourth which isn't bad at all, totally kicked ALC's asses and for that I love you all. Excellent dancing by the way Chris, never knew you had it in you. Pictures from the show are up now for your viewing pleasure at ( Read more... )

I love how everything wrong in my life is all my fault. And I keep making everything worse. Go team.

Hey guys, I don't know everyone's e-mail so I thought I'd post this. First order of business, I made you guys an e-mail address and put it up on the site as a "contact us!" link. Second thing on the agenda is that my dad needs the money for the Misfits tickets asap so we can send the check out to Adam and he can send me the tickets. If someone ( Read more... )

I give up. I'm tired of trying. I'm not wanted here anymore. I think it's time I removed the problem. I won't stand in your way anymore. I love you both so much... I want you to be happy. You never have to talk to me again and I'll never bother you.

Nate and I talked, alot, over the past like three days. I guess I'll be alright. He wants me to get help and he'll be there with me through it all. That's all I've been asking for, him to show me he cares and he finally has. He also wants me to tell my parents the root of all my problems (only those of you closest to me know what I'm talking about ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for freaking out on you when you were trying to help me. I'm sorry I broke your trust. I'm sorry for never trusting you. I'm sorry I made you dump me. I'm sorry for everytime I've ever hurt you. I'm sorry for everything. I love you. I'm sorry.

I don't wanna stay here another day. I can't. I'm going crazy.

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you my downfall.

I've finally been replaced. I guess I deserved it. I feel like smashing my skull into the ground right now.

Nate: we can never be good friends, but you don't understand where I'm coming from and you won't listen to me so you never will. It's either me or her, Nate. One of us has to go and you ( Read more... )

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