respect

[xyzopaphat]

respect. thats what the problem is. i am a joke, a punch line waiting for someone to speak my thoughts. i am nothing more than the mistake made by two ppl. thats what she wants me to think. maybe i am. everyone has joked about it. cripes... i am the joke. "jeremy the moron" jeremy the untrust worthy. i'm sure all of you who know me...

Comments

[elvenstar11]

... i guess the only thing i have to say is ... that yea.. it hurt to read that... i'm not needed... good to know... the way you feel for sadie... i feel for you... i could go on without you.. but it would hurt... i don't know what else to say to you...

[xyzopaphat]

~shuffles feet a bit looking down~

[ladycamaro]

I am not sure what to say. Though I am comforted by the fact that I am not the only one that feels the same exact way. I have thought for many years that I was the only one, or so it seemed. That when I try to explain that feeling to someone, they don't get it. Unfornately I can't offer any help or words of wisdom because if I could than I wouldn't be where I am now. I have my daughter and nothing else matters. I try to tell myself that other people do but they don't. All I can say is hang in there and maybe in the future you will find a solution. That is the only hope I have for myself. Though do I really wanna feel the pain and rejection that feeling causes? I ain't sure. But if you do find a way out of the trap let me know. For now ~sighs~ I will remain comfortably numb.

[xyzopaphat]

well camaro it's good to see i'm not alone, but really.. half the proble is i donb't want out.. i like exactly where and how i am. the only real prob;lem is... alot of pple take it personally... and it causes problems...