purhaps i've been mistaken...

[xyzopaphat]

doubt. the shadow of hope. if hope is what keeps us going, is doubt what makes us give up? what do you do if you find yourself doubting everything? usually i'm high so i can ignore all this stuff. but today. right now. i'm completely sober. all i wanna do is smoke, but i made a promise that i wouldn't and so i can't. it's hard though. I

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[jinxy80]

deep stuff dude. sorry your world is so shitty right now. i hope it gets better. i think that it will eventually, you gotta hit the fuckin bottom sometimes to realize which way is up. keep on keepin on dude.

[elvenstar11]

i don't even know where to begin Jeremy. I would break down this entry, paragraph by paragraph. But i refuse to do that. -points to your voicemail.. then walks away-

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[xyzopaphat]

so i'm looking at some past journal entries right? and this one is so sad...it's amazing to look back and see how low i was just a few months ago. i'm not back on the top yet but figurativly speaking looking down i see i've c,imbed pretty far up. even with the slip i just had i'm so glad i'm not back to the bottom. jinxy80 thanx for your words man, your more right than you know about havting to fall sometimes. i'm just glad i could climb back up ^_^ jenn, just thanx.