ahahah that's awesome!

[xzara_devanshix]

I love toronto, we kick ass, our public transit has "Go Leafs Go" on the bus number display lol that's so awesome! Well work has sucked lately they have me going to places way the fuck out in the middle of nowhere and it's grocery stores of all thing's! Like fuck off I don't want to work in grocery stores, plus it's all promotional so we don't get

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[jessakamitz]

Hmm...I've never in my life even seen hockey...anyways, it's weird that we are bestfriends and we have nothing in common, though maybe it's what we don't have in common that makes us so close? Bleh, Idk.

My grown up brookie running with the big dogs..haha..best female investigator huh? Lucky you...now quit with the drugs damnit! lmao...OOooO shinobi...

Anyways shit Brooke. "I LOST IT"...you know what I'm talking about. Also, fuck. I regret it so much I feel like shriveling up and dying.

[xzara_devanshix]

OMG YOU DID!!!!!!! DON'T REGRET ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Trust me never regret gaining experience and learning about something!!! HOLY FUCKING SHIT! OMG OMG OMG I AM ABOUT TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK I AM SO OVER JOYED LIKE WTF DUDE FINALLY AND YOUR REGRETTING IT!!!! JESS DON'T U FUCKING REGRET IT! I felt the same at first but it's because u feel it isn't right and the person wasn't right and it sucked cause ya both didn't know what u were doing, but u know what, it only get's better in time, and I can see in another way how u would regret it because u waited so many years, it was like a part of who u were, but guess what, now your a woman! My step mom always said that was the key to becoming a woman, u will regret it for a few days but in time trust me it doesn't matter about who it's with or what not the point is at the time u both felt comfortable enough to experience that moment with each other, and don't ignore him whatever u do, it lowers men's self esteem like no tomorrow, and it will only lower yours, be proud that u are

[jessakamitz]

Meh...lemme wallow in my sorrow a bit, haha....btw he wasnt a virgin, and trust me he knew what he was doing!!!! He's sucha seductive guy it scares me...I went in there knowing I *could* lose my virginity...but I didn't really expect it, especially me having all these false hopes that guys are generally good. OMG...this is totally off, but we did it on the ground of the store his parents own...so scary...bleh. I know youre gonna be pissed at me...but he didnt have a fucken condom...ahhh...so yes generally im scared of getting pregnant...or contracting some kinda disease...fuck tho...how the hell do chicks deal with the regret and shit? It scares me. I dont wanna have a baby!! IM STILL A BABY! meh...OH yeah...I tried to catch ya on MSN...didnt happen, sorry!!!

As for the drugs...bleh...go ahead smoke up, get it outta your system, cuz youre gonna be drug free soon!! Hahhahaha...

[xzara_devanshix]

Don't worry about him not using a condom, I mean from this point on yes use one, but one time most likely isn't going to kill u, he didn't ejactulate in you did he>? Even if he did I don't know if u can get pregnant while losing your virginity because the body isn't generally use to something like that. Ok so maybe your first time wasn't perfect mine wasn't either, it was in the woods on the nasty ground while my head was slamming off a tree trunk, don't worry about it, I worried a lot my first time for a week or 2 after or at least until I talked to my mom about it. Maybe you should discuss this with your mom, your an adult so there is nothing wrong in maturally experimenting, just don't tell her about the un-protected part but honestly give it time, u won't feel so icky, and don't worry to much about it because worrying will delay your period from putting your body under to much stress, then u will get more stressed out. I am going to buy a calling card tonight, if u have a cell or something give me your number on e-mail and I will

get it out of your system....

[stoner_dave]

the way you said that just put my life to shame.

Dave

Re: get it out of your system....

[xzara_devanshix]

???? what now?

Re: get it out of your system....

[stoner_dave]

cause I smoke pot.