why?

[xzeroxstarx]

why do i feel like shit? why did this all had to happen to me? why did i love her? why did she have to hurt me the way she did? i have a lot of questions and "why?"'s running through my head right now, and i just cant stop it. i tried to get over her, but it was an addiction. i was addicted to her. i guess now i just have to break the habbit

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remember... *goosebubbles*

[goosebubbles]

i dunno know why, and honestly i doubt that ur questions can be answered, and maybe its for the best... maybe you should stop focusing so much on the "WHY" and pay more attetion to the " HOW" , how can u learn from this,how much you dont want to get hurt anymore, how can u make this better, perhaps at the moment, not having her seems like the end of the world, it might seem like ull never survive, but let me tell u that its possible, im speaking from experience...adro someone who truly loves you, does everything in their power not to hurt you, with out judging anyone and speaking from wat uve told me, i honestly think that she hasnt proved this to you, actions speak louder than words you know...and her "love" towards you hasnt been see so far. and YES it is time to break ur habit of going back to her, but not bc u know u can't have her but bc of YOU! ur the one who keeps getting hurt left and right and YOU should be the one to stop it... do it bc u want change, change for the better not bc you dont/ cant have her. i know i havent

[kao_ran]

lick your wounds, fucker. we'll always be there for you. by the way, im in an internet cafe in singapore right now...