i can't even put how upset i am into words, a lot more disappointed than upset but goddamnit, i was hoping to have a good weekend, but noooooooo, i couldn't do that, why should i have a good time, u know what i will, i am sick of letting everyone else decide what kind of days i will have, happy or sad, goddamnit, i like to be happy to ( Read more... )

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Friends and foes alike, humor me.
Post a memory of me in the comments.
It can be anything you want.

i think my thyroid medication started working today, i feel so much better right now than i have in atleast a year. i love this feeling, the feeling of good health and energy and u know metabolism, i haven't had that in years. and gonna lose the extra weight i have gained, feel better about myself, and just have fun from now on, everyone is gonna ( Read more... )

i am feeling a little better, i am getting used to the uncomfortable feeling of not knowing if the person u love loves u back. and i am starting to feel a little stronger, a little like i will be ok eventually, as hard as it may be. and i am starting to realize that i have options, i decide my fate, i can't always let everyone else decide how my ( Read more... )

i can't deal anymore, i need a break, a break from life. i'm crumbling, inside and out. someone rescue me.

so another night of not sleeping to look forward to, well atleast i ate a little today, it didn't help, it just made me feel worse, like i was gonna throw up, i dont' think my body wants anything right now, just coma, no sleep, no food, no water, and by the way my lips have completely dryed out and cracked up i think i am looking my grossest. i ( Read more... )

RULES: I want EVERYONE, no exceptions, who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

someone help me please.....i don't know what to do