i have no clue where i am on this right now

[xzvrgytdgtyy]

well last night i talked to shayna and i felt a little better untill it was time to hang up. i tould her i loved her and she said "i know you do" which she has been saying for a while, so i finally asked if she still loved me, she said " i dont know"

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[sinkingheart]

of course i still love you; something like that wouldn't just disappear like that, i just didn't want to get into a whole thing last night before we were supposed to hang up, it set me off again, but it's not your fault. things that irritate me feel like a million tiny bugs crawling all over me and i just want to hit and punch them and make them go away and that is why i get so angry...and i want it to stop. but of course i still miss you; do you think i would love to see you so much? do you think i would watch you as you walk away if i didn't? i just didn't respond to your text because i had to stuff stupid envelopes with bills then vacuum and i hate vacuuming! so the last hour at work i actually had to work. please try not to be so sensitive. i know that's a difficult thing to ask...but just try, you're only making things worse for yourself. no one else would do this for another person what you're doing for me....well...except for me.