i dont care ne more

[xzvrgytdgtyy]

i felt really really bad all day. i know i did somehting stupid and i am sorry for it. but now i see ppl think i lied to them or tried to hide somehting. i mean i would understnd, but if the only 2 sources of information you have are 2 ppl who lie about everythting ..why believe them? ....and u didnt even hear my side, since when has there word

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[sinkingheart]

please remember that I wrote this last night, when I heard vague, scary stories involving the police and only wanted to hear your story, and I dind't know where you were.....when it was like 8, 9, 10, I had decided u were having so much fun skiing, that maybe u decided to stay the whole time, like we did...til like 3. And I was happy for you. But then to find out that u got off and did something else and then got in trouble AND didn't come home...I didn't know what to think. I'm sorry. Please dont think that this is "the end of everything"...I was just worried. Thats the main thing. Please dont ever be afraid to call me and let me know what's going on; that will save a lot of trouble. At least I would have known you weren't with the police.

[sinkingheart]

AND.....I was WAITING to know your word...of COURSE i would always believe you over ANYONE...but your word was no where to be found....so the only thing i COULD do was listen to them. And today, I DID hear your story...and thats all I wanted to hear....and i have NEVER doubted you either....thats why I wanted to know your story?? You seem to have forgotten when I wrote all this. ugggh.