Slowly, less and less of what used to be me.

[y0ur_c0nscience]

Maybe I should try venting? I always utilized cryptic messages that only held meaning to myself, as if the fact I said it in a hidden way made any difference apart from the satisfaction of knowing that in some odd way, I had released the information that has been begging to get out. We broke up, so what? I had been through several relationships

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[lostrealist_05]

Man do I know how you feel.

For the past three years, I've been off-on with a guy named Will. I LOVE Will to pieces. We've fought a few times, broke it off, I've tried to move on but... can't. And it's even harder since we're 800 miles apart at the moment...

But even as I try, I can't move on. I can't make friends. He's told me to try and find someone closer but I can't! I just can't! I hang around with guys but I've got this huge wall and the fear of being hurt again and being in another downhill relationship again I freeze up and panic the moment I let someone too close. All its even worse now because all my true friends I left up in Morgantown when I moved and the only person down here I can trust is Andrea and my dogs.

It's hard, this middle-ground feeling we have. The wanting to have the friendship, but scared of being used and hurt again.

-hugs-

[ignusfaatus]

it goes like that.

you sounds a lil depressed. But really, when you make a deep connection it will sneak up on you.

dry spells are okay. Just be satisfied with the whatever

[lightning_count]

i think the older you get the harder it is to make friends. people become so jaded and suspicious of others, its hard to trust someone.