wow wow....I can't even remember when the last time i even went on this site or update...but i do remember that it has been a longgggggg time. I decide to update for iunno what reason...cause i'm bored i guess even though i should be doing my homework for forensic science but iunno.. I went to triune saturday...lyke omg! It was soooooooooo much fun with shell, mel, caiti, and me.....teheh....i was very very energic with them and did alot of things i never thought that i would do in front of meeeeeeee and people that i liked and such....whoa....but i loved it though...i shall be myself around others more often other than being shy and not doing anything...teheheheheh. Friday i spent the night over a friends house: Barbs....I fell asleep early cause i'm a party pooper....Earlier we went to taco bell and got crap and when we were waiting there was like 5 hot guys in there and when they were leaving i tried to get barb to wave her hand at them and everything...we were just cracking up the whole time....I do have a confession to make...i like her stepbrothers friend, Brad....i only thought i liked him a little bit but everytime i see him or think about him or watever i like him more and more and get butterflies...ugh...which really sucks cause i dont like to think about guys who i cant get...and barb likes him too and liked him for like 5 years....he goes to glenn and i avoid looking at him in the school...which i see him about 2-3 times a day but i try not to....or try to change my route in the school...yeah...i'm lame. Everytime i like a guy or watever i tend to write poems easily and faster and everything....And i did write one: I just putted crap down on a paper...it isn't straighten up yet or anything... Here is what i have on my paper: NO Title: *I wear sunglasses so you can't see the tears that i cry. See this stress? Its all cause of you. You pop into my head numberance*sp* of times and i can't seem to control it i try to avoid you so my heart doesn't have to go through any pain but then i realized that it didnt matter because everytime i think about you in my head my heart starts to shatter in to pieces more and more and i'm just to weak to fix it but when its fixed it gets broken again just by your smile. and then at the bottom of the page i wrote: I can't seem to get through a day without thinking about you. Aren't i lame or what?! ugh...life sucks for me all the time with relationships and shit like that...i shall just kill myself since i would never get a guy or go out with a girl...:( Yes i know i'm just dramatic! Its very rare that he would read this....but if he ever does...i could really care less if he does because he already knows that i like him just alittle bit cause barb told him...thanks to her...pshh. yeah right... What else is there to say? well i had a family reunion like saturday 11th...it was the best day also! like omg i had so much fun with my family since i thought it was weird cause i dont hang out with the boys much but that day i hung out with them the whole freaking day and we played football with the neighbors and all...and listen to this...i'm running around with a skirt on haha no i'm not kidding but i had shorts under it cause i'm not like that person, running around in a skirt without shorts so boys can look up there...haha...never in a lifetime... *sigh* i think i should shut up cause there isnt a chance that someone would read all of this and im just wasting my time... :/ I have a butt load of pictures coming soon...no joke....like over 400 pictures....but i'm just not going to put it all in one entry....so yeah. :P. I'm not that crazy lol. Well Bye ♥ Everyone!!!!!!!!!!! And Comment :) Oh yeah and if you read all of this and comment that you read all of this i'll give you a cookie :) Or watever you'd like. I won't go to beyond with watever you'd like lol. ♥Jessie.