I've decided I need a blog again.

[y0uy0uy0uy0uy0u]

So I haven't posted in a while. I think maybe over a year? Or at least close to a year. Something.

I was just looking through my "friends" page, honestly it was kind of painful to read about some people. I'm just gonna throw things out there, since no one reads this anyway, I'm sure:

Tom wrote something to Lindsey about their first anniversary.

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[y0uy0uy0uy0uy0u]

I don't know why that upsets me either...
I'm sorry.

The thing is, I actually am happy for you. I really am glad that you and Lindsey are so happy together.

I think it's just isolated moments when I think stupid things like "well he got another girlfriend... why can't I find anyone else? I must be worthless and unlovable."

So it's really not you and Lindsey that I get upset by, just the reminder of my single-ness.

[y0uy0uy0uy0uy0u]

yeah i dated other guys, but no one i really liked. it was all guys who liked me and i didnt know how to say "no thanks"

and there's another guy i really like now, but he's 25 again and i think this one does mind dating someone younger.