So got sick this last weekend from God knows what, taking these new pills and for some reason, since I started taking them I have been super irritable and upset over the tiniest, stupidest little things. Especially Tony. Which makes me even more upset, because I don't want to be mad at him. Whatever. Done alot of thinking, I'm giving up on Robert. ( Read more... )

wow, so yeah. Life. . . or something like it. Robert and I are just going to be friends. Tony and I are just going to be friends. The situation has been put on a temporary sabattical and will return with full force in a couple months. Just so that the all of nobody that reads this was aware. I'm kind of happy right now. There's definitely feelings ( Read more... )

Robert Not that anybody truly cares but I am once again, stuck in an emotional struggle. So Robert dumped me three weeks ago, we all know this, yes? Well, I'm heading over to Chelsea's house from Jackson for a party that she is hosting, with out good buddy Mr. Five O' clock and our even better friend Mr. Tomas. Kara calls me on my way their and ( Read more... )

Quick update on me I guess. Spent a lot of last week not doing a whole lot because I had three days off, one day of work, and then I had the weekend so I feel pretty lazy to say the least. Spent a good portion of my time at Tony's. Just hanging out, his mom left the state for the week so we moved out in to the living room and watched a lot of ( Read more... )

I think I need some help. Not something anybody but me can decide on. I was driving home this morning and for some reason, all I wanted to do, was hit 80 and then whip my wheel all the way to the right in a split second and try and flip my car and just end it all. Just make all of this stop. Demons screaming inside of me ( Read more... )

Dumped. Another failed relationship. Why? might you ask did this one end? I can honestly say I have no fucking clue in the world.

Another reason for me to just go away.

Never date.

Apparently I'm worthless.

Never do anything right.

Ever.

Total self-debasement.

Total wreck.

Totally empty without him near me.

Totally numb.

I just think that everybody should know just how tired Alicia really is today. lol. Actually, I don't care if people know, I just want to talk about my weekend.

FridayStayed the night at Roberts thrusday night just because I could, had to be to work at 8: so I left around 7: from his house, had a full day of work, went over to Tony's apartment ( Read more... )

What a weekend. . . . Good, bad, awful. There were some hightlights to this weekend, and there was definitely a lot of lowlights to the weekend. We can start with the lows and then end the entry on what I hope to be a good note ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say ( Read more... )

So. . . . . sick. Reason numero uno why you never hang out with the sick kid from work. So I'm terribly confused right now. I like a guy from work. But I'm absolutely crazy about Robert. The few people I have told about liking said coworker just tell me to keep my distance from him, but that's really hard when I have to work with him for like 3 ( Read more... )