All I feel is...confused....

Jan 11, 2006 14:48

God...there are no words to explain the confusion I feel right now. My life...it's just not right. It just doesn't feel right anymore. Nothing is going the way that it's supposed to go...the way we planned for it to go. Everyone hits bumps in the road...but these are fucking ditches. I said we could put it behind us, but I can't get over it. I can' ( Read more... )

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mynameisyohan January 12 2006, 03:53:09 UTC
Jesus fucking christ...and I thought I was the only one with shit going on. Well I can see where you're coming from...for I am at the sucking at life stage right now. I mean I get by everyday. But it's knowing that I'm going to do the same thing the next day. Literally...the only thing that's different everyday are the conversations that occur between me and the 3 people I talk to. I wake up, go to school, come home, go to work, come home, shower, eat, homework, and then bed. Every day...that is what I do. I've been doing it for 11 days now. That same fucking routine. See....Rebecca and myself have split ways. Ever since then, I've felt like a piece of shit because I talk to her no problem...but when we're online...she says shit to me that I don't think she realizes how fucked up it is. Plus, ever since then, I have not gone out to have fun. Like I said, I do the same thing every day. I'm on the verge of not graduating....but I'm trying to turn that around and I think I'm doing a damn good job of it so far. This guy Mark from my work ( ... )

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