Shrug
I give up on figuring what prompts me to post here or what causes my hiatuses but here we go... Mostly been burying myself in games lately. Theres way too many great games coming out. Currently concentrating on finishing Resistance 2 probably gonna pick up Fallout 3 since everyones raving about it and I know I'm gonna get Little Big Planet although I feel kind of late on this one. Want to pick up Left 4 Dead but since I don't have an Xbox I'll be getting it for PC. Also playing random free MMORPGs Perfect World and Rappelz. Been a Rappelz player off and on for 3 years but Perfect World is taking up most of my MMORPG time. (nothing against WoW but the neon colors burn my eyes and I have no idea why I don't play CoH/CoV anymore)
On to what this post is really about... my pencil. Yes this post is dedicated to my faithful companion unnamed pencil. somehow this pencil has followed me from my moves from New Orleans to Pennsylvania to Phoenix. So I thought I should note it here... for... some reason.... hmm
Oh yeah I forgot to post a pic of my Halloween costume or do any Halloween art. I dark picture I can post but art won't be forthcoming... which reminds me I need to figure out what I want to do for a Christmas picture or if I even want to do a card. oh Yeah pic... not a full body but you can get a glimpse of my frohawk that I stole from kindles
Finally in life news, looks like I'll be moving again. Due to circumstances here I'll be moivng soon. Not anyones fault just due to the economy today and that all the explanation you'll get out of me =P I don't know where I'll be going yet and I'm entertaining ideas (in my own head at least) of moving out of state. Just not sure what I want to do yet. And not having a vehicle of my own anymore complicates not living near family or friends. I feel like I may be a little to relaxed with the situation but somehow I'm sure things will work out.
And so... a meme!
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Name: Yai
Date: 11/20/2008
Colorgenics Number: 16573024
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You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.
You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
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Funny its not so much what the results say but what you read into them. The best memes like this have a way of helping you recognize and reflect on things differently.
On to what this post is really about... my pencil. Yes this post is dedicated to my faithful companion unnamed pencil. somehow this pencil has followed me from my moves from New Orleans to Pennsylvania to Phoenix. So I thought I should note it here... for... some reason.... hmm
Oh yeah I forgot to post a pic of my Halloween costume or do any Halloween art. I dark picture I can post but art won't be forthcoming... which reminds me I need to figure out what I want to do for a Christmas picture or if I even want to do a card. oh Yeah pic... not a full body but you can get a glimpse of my frohawk that I stole from kindles
Finally in life news, looks like I'll be moving again. Due to circumstances here I'll be moivng soon. Not anyones fault just due to the economy today and that all the explanation you'll get out of me =P I don't know where I'll be going yet and I'm entertaining ideas (in my own head at least) of moving out of state. Just not sure what I want to do yet. And not having a vehicle of my own anymore complicates not living near family or friends. I feel like I may be a little to relaxed with the situation but somehow I'm sure things will work out.
And so... a meme!
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Name: Yai
Date: 11/20/2008
Colorgenics Number: 16573024
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You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.
You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
_____________________________________________________________________
Funny its not so much what the results say but what you read into them. The best memes like this have a way of helping you recognize and reflect on things differently.