Tonight michelle and my mom got in a fight. I hate it when they do its almost always about me. They dont need to worrie so much. They both care they just dont agree on whats right for me. and i dont expect them to. Its hard on my mom i dont talk to her hardly at all and michelle digs stuff out of my so she knows more of what i am turly thinking. ( Read more... )

Today was so long. actully it started out really good. i spent the night at staci's i always sleep better there. Between her and her mom they seemed determind to see me cry. i didnt... it would seem to weak. i think thats why i wont open uo i scared that if i do i will seem weak and vanribla nad how can anyone trust me if i am a cry baby. i like ( Read more... )

today was far to long and i am only 1/2 way through it damn it...

So last night was one of the worst nights of my life. I have a long day. get home to fight with my mom. then go to a soccer game to lose 10-1. come home to fing out my dads in icu and theres nothing i can do but wait. Wait who the hell can just sit and wait. And i have been going crazy tring to figure out what i am going to do becuase this event is ( Read more... )