Comments | yakushi_kabuto: Your body is an Emoland...

yakushi_kabuto

Your body is an Emoland...

Feb 23, 2009 18:50

So as anyone who reads live journal knows some japanese chick looked up from writing her final fantasy homosexual fan fiction long enough to call me Emo and say fuck nine hundred and fifty times. I'm understandly upset about this and I intend to dwell on it for my entire life or at least a week before I find something else to be depressed about ( Read more... )

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tora_chan February 24 2009, 19:41:03 UTC

David. Listen. I'm over it. You need to move on with your life. I'm all for being your friend if you learn the meaning of personal boundaries. It wasn't what happened between us that pissed me off, it was the lies and all the other stuff you were feeding me to make me believe you were off a lot worse than you really were ( ... )

yakushi_kabuto February 27 2009, 07:32:18 UTC

Its true. I'm your antagonist.

Truth is baby, every six months I hit rock bottom. Thats a personality trait. I pick myself up. Dust myself off and go on. The only evidence of the event is this journal.

Sweet, Sweet Yelena runs to me each time. Its a service I do not deserve. You come to me when I'm hurting and I try to cure myself the way I've always dealt with it.

You only know me in these moments of weakness. All those years ago you knew me when my life was that pain. But I grew up with that and I'm still here. The evidence suggests I'm a bit of a permanent fixture in this life.

When I'm hurt. I hurt you. I'm sorry for that. You deserve better. It seems that you and I are always going to hurt eachother. It doesn't seem like we will ever stop loving eachother.

I can live with that. Can you?

tora_chan March 26 2009, 06:23:10 UTC

Loving each other? In..what sense? Metaphysical I hope, because that is the only way I could possibly have any sort of feelings for you rather than just pitty ( ... )

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yakushi_kabuto February 27 2009, 07:24:37 UTC

I told all of my friends. You improved my day. I painted my nails. Bought my favorite ice cream and it was in the store! Listened to Jimmy Eat World until the sun came up. Made Yelena a care package. re-dyed my hair. Got mahself some tighter girl pants and watched note book until the birds started singing.

yakushi_kabuto February 27 2009, 07:41:56 UTC

I actually want to explain something here. I read your post on a lunch break. Went back to work and since its a fairly easy job couldn't help but to think how arbitrary a label emo is. Its a highschool insult. Its pretty inneffective outside of that. (unless you're a goth kid or scene kid in which case the similarities may terrify you ( ... )

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yakushi_kabuto February 28 2009, 03:55:41 UTC

It wasn't just your friend... hit a personal note. Be careful when you get angry. Don't want to betray yourself. Maybe I'm wrong.

but my money is that you got hurt girl. Sorry if someone burned you...