MY CUTE KOUHAI [2/3]
TITLE : MY CUTE KOUHAI [2/3]
AUTHOR : NANA
PAIRING : YAMACHII
GENRE : DRAMA, ROMANCE
RATING : PG-13 (I think)
SUMMARY : Yamada has brother complex over Chinen, his kouhai at school. But what if now his feeling turn to be more than that? And what if he can’t hold himself to touch Chinen?
Part 2
Yamada really want to touch and hug Chinen but he trying his best to control himself. What if I hurt him? What if I makes him scared of me?
Until one day after school, when Yamada made his way to the teacher’s office, he pass by Chinen’s class. He saw Chinen buried his face in his two hands while his head lean on the desk. He rush to Chinen’s seat.
“Chii-chan, what’s wrong?”
“Eh? Yama-senpai?” Chinen open his hand from his face.
“You okay?”
“I am.. why?”
“No, I thought you were crying.”
“Aa... no .. I just feel tired and want to rest a bit.”
“Ohh.. sorry to bother you then ..” he ruffled Chinen’s hair.
“Waa.. Ryo-senpai such a worried. Don’t mess my hair . .” he chuckled cutely.
Seeing a cute scene in front of him, Yamada can’t hold his desire to lean closer. He want to stare at that cute and beautiful face.
“R-Ryo-senpai?” Chinen blushed realizing how close they are.
“Chii . .” he caressed Chinen’s soft cheek with his right hand, and start to lean his face closer and closer.
When Chinen can feel his handsome senpai’s breath and soft lips on his own lips, he felt like his heart would explode. And so he gained all the strength to push Yamada.
BRUAKKK !
Yamada being pushed away and hit the table behind him . He hissed in pain. Chinen finally notice what he was causing. He felt guilty and feels want to cry .
“I . . I . .GOMEN SENPAI . . !!” He take his bag and run out of classroom .
Leaving Yamada who stunned there and feel like want to drop his tears. This is what he’s afraid all the time, Chinen rejected him and being scared of him. He felt guilty , regret, and hate himself. Now he won’t be able to face the younger boy again, the love of his life .
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Next day, they run into each other in the schoolyard when Yamada was going to the field to practice. Unexpectedly, Chinen greeted him. But with his head low. “O . .ohayou, Ryo-senpai .. “
Yamada suprised but he felt no rights to face his kouhai again. He still force himself to greet me ..
“Ohayou, Chinen-kun,” he said plainly and with no smile.
Chinen shocked hearing that, usually his senpai will greet him with wide smile and hugging him lightly . Or at least ruffle or pat his head. But now, Yamada just walk away and not continue the conversation. He felt dissapointed but he just cheer himself up by thinking his senpai was busy at that time.
Day by day passed, Yamada keep avoiding Chinen. He never go visit Chinen at his class again, nor cheer him up when Chinen has his acrobatic club. Chinen now noticed that Yamada avoiding him. He sad and felt lonely. He wants his senpai back, but he don’t know how?
Yuto, the newspaper man, quickly noticed the difference between Yamada and Chinen. He know what’s going on, and decided to talk to Chinen.. he hate seeing his kouhai and his bestfriend suffered .
"Chinen-san, a senpai calling you." One of his classmates inform him about it.
Chinen lift his head right away and looking to the classroom door.
“Chii-chan . .”
Chinen’s face changed when he notice its not Yamada who visit him.
“Ah . .Yuto-senpai."
"You prefer Yamada who visit you?” Yuto smirked.
“Hah? Umm .. no ..”
“Don’t hide it. Chii-chan, do you love Yamada?”
“Ehhh?? I . .I don't know . “
“He's afraid of hurting you, you know? If you still can’t accept his love by touching or hugging you, then I suggest you to forget about him and leave him be.”
“Ehhh ?? So that’s the reason?”
Sure he was still a little scared, but he know he don’t hate the kiss. And all he know now that he want Yamada back. And so, finally he’s been searching his senpai after school.
When he saw Yamada in front of him, he trying to approach him. Yamada notice it and quickly turned his steps to the opposite way.
“Yamada-senpai . .” Chinen called his name but Yamada keep fasten his steps.
“Ryo-senpai . .please listen to me . .” his voice was almost cracked because the tears starts to fall on his cheeks anytime.
Chinen tried but he can't keep up with Yamada’s steps.
“RYO-SENPAI, PLEASE LISTEN TO ME ! IF . . IF LOVE WAS THE ONE YOU WANT FROM ME, I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU !” Chinen shouted now make people stare at him.
Yamada stops his steps but still not turned back.
“I will not run away again, you free to touch me or do anything to me. Just don’t leave and ignore me like this anymore . Please.. . I . . I .. HUWAAAAA !!!” Chinen cried hard now like a little kid and his knees falls to the ground.
Yamada quickly turn back and approach Chinen to embrace him. Help him stand up. After notice that they made people staring at the scene they made, Yamada pulled Chinen to an empty classroom.
“Chii-chan . .” They sat in the chair, Yamada still embrace the sobbing Chinen. He don’t know that his action will make his Chii suffered like this.
“Gomen ne .. I’m just feel afraid to scare you. I don’t want to hurt you. Don’t cry, okay?”
“But . .but you hurting me ..hiks.. more. .hiks.. by leave me like this. . Just don’t ignore me again please. I’m not afraid of you, even you doing anything to me. I’m just too nervous before. I feel like my heart would explode. That’s why I pushed you away. But I don’t hate the kiss, I . . I love you senpai.”
“Heeh?? You love me?”
“Un . . I will prove it to you.” He lean in to kiss the older one lips.
Yamada shocked but he reply the kiss that he’s been waiting for. Chinen feels addicted to the kiss and want more. He make the kiss more passionate and his hand caressed Yamada’s chest within the shirt. But Yamada pushed him softly.
“Why?” Chinen feels a little irritated.
“No . .no. no.. I can’t do it to my cute kouhai. . .yet. Not now . I want you to stay as pure as before . .I can’t forgive anyone to hurt you even it is me.” He hugged Chinen tight like hugging a teddy bear.
Haaahh .. his brother complex turn on again. Chinen feel a little disappointed.
“Are you sure you love me? Or you just love me as your little brother?” Chinen pouted in Yamada’s embrace.
To be Continue . .
PS : Next is the last chapter . Forgive my lame grammar again ^______^