No longer same the path
I did not know since when I started no longer care about my relationship with Ryosuke, usually I would be complaining about how he didn't have time for me and how I'm jealous about seeing a couple going out and stuff towards my best friend Karina, maybe it started months ago, I felt more relax and more time for myself and Karina when she needed to go shopping, it was another ordinary morning as I when to school attending my last year of high school before starting my college life
"Morning" I tap Karina shoulder as she turns to look at me
"Morning, hey I have been wondering when is the last time you and Ryosuke go out on a date?" Karina ask
"2-3Months ago I guess, why?" I told her as I change my indoor shoes
"And~ you're ok with that? Don't you miss him or anything?" Karina ask as we walk towards our classroom
"To be honest no and I don't really care about it anymore, maybe my feeling towards him is gone" I look at my friend who is shocked about what I just told her as I shuggle my shoulder as a sign of not caring about how it turned out to be
"You are telling him that you have been selected to went to Korea as an exchange student in your language club right?" Karina ask carefully
"Yea I did send a text to him, he says good luck," I told her as she has a shocking face
"That's it?" Karina ask and I nod my head as an answer
After school, Karina helps me pack my luggage for my trip to Korea, I can't believe I'm going to Korea and I don't have the sense of feeling that I will be missing him, maybe our love is really over before we even realized it and got to save it.
Early morning I went to the airport with Karina as I hug her and bend her goodbye, I was looking forward to my learning in Korea now, as I reach Korea there's this tall and handsome guy come and pick me up
"Hi, you must be Rin, my name is Namjoon pleasure to meet you" he shows me his dimple smiles as I took his hand to mine to shake it
"The pleasure is mine" I smile as he carries my luggage like a gentleman
Ever since that day, I meet Namjoon my life changes so much, of course, he been helping me with the classes, I meet some of his friends and bring me to see Seoul and many for example he treating me and buying me food, letting me listen to his own music that he made, he also has his very own music studio which is enough for only two people to be in the studio, he even own a dog which has the same nickname as him which is 'Rapmon' he is so cute, but recently he change his nickname to RM so that we won't get mistaken when I call him or his dog
As I was working on my new essay in his dorm-like always suddenly Rapmon appear to come to me with a flower in his mouth
"Rapmon, what is this we have here?" I ask while laughing as I took the flower of his mouth
'Would you be my Valentine? RM' was all that return on the card, along with the baby breath bouquet I could not stop smiling at the card
like an idiot, Rapmon looking at me as he used his paw to put on my hand as he was asking me for my answer to the question
"I would love to be his Valentine" I smile and the next thing I know I heard a loud Yes and many things being knocked down, I can't help but to laugh
That very night I went back to the dorm and video call Karina to update and tell her about everything, about how I think I have fallen in love with Namjoon and as well as he asks me on a date and many others
"You say Yes?" Karina smile and scream when I nod
"Yes I did" I smile at the baby breath that he gave me
"He even knew your favorite flower," Karina says as she looks at the pc screen
"I kinda told him that I love baby breath" I blush a bit as I tell her
"Good Luck" Karina smile at me before we both switch off our pc
On Valentine days, I wear my glasses and some accessory a simple white t-shirt and blue jeans along with my black converse, that night Namjoon style his ash-white hair and was wearing glasses, some accessory as well, a white Shirt with jeans and converse shoes as well, once we meet up we both laugh at how similar our clothes are, we held hand when I almost trip over and there's where he did not let go my hand ever since
"D-Do you like what I have planned?" Namjoon ask while walking me back to my dorm as I could feel his hand tighten the grip
"Yes, I like it very much, thank you for the baby breath again" I smile and show him the rainbow baby breath he gave me at the beginning as I tighten the grip as well
"I have reached" I smile at him as we reach the dorm
"I'll send you up to your room" Namjoon smile shyly which show his blush and dimple
I nod as he sends me up to my room we tighten each other hand grip not wanting this night to end
"D-Do you want to come in and have tea?" I ask before opening the door to my room
"I would love to" Namjoon smile
Turn out we spend the night together talking and end up sleeping together in my bed cuddling each other, we become a couple after that night, the next morning as I woke up with the smell of eggs, bacon and pancakes it was so weird as Namjoon don't really know how to cook, as I get up from my bed and when out to saw Namjoon making coffee and tea
"Morning sleepy head" Namjoon smile at me as I walk towards him
"Morning" I smile as he pulls me into a hug
"I'm surprised you didn't burn down the entire building" I giggle and went to brush my teeth
"I didn't cook I went down to the cafe and brought the breakfast but I did make you tea" Namjoon prepare and wait for me while turning on the TV to watch the news
"Thank you, you know you could have just wake me up and we could have breakfast at the cafe" I smile and went to him
"I know but I also do know you doesn't like crowded places" Namjoon smile and kiss my head
I smile and everything went very well, we study together like always, we stay at each other dorms, we went on dates after schools, he took really good care of me every time I have cramps during my period, let me hear his music with his friends and we actually went to Hawaii for short holidays it is so much fun being with him and hanging out with his friends, times really fly when you having fun and having the time of your life
"Everything packed baby?" Namjoon says as he helps me to check everything I have in my bag
"Yea everything done" I close my luggage and when to him on my bed
"Alright Jin-Hyung will come and pick us up tomorrow morning" Namjoon smile at me and pull me to sit on his lap
"I really thank him a lot" I smile at him as he held my hands
"Have you take the address?" Namjoon ask as he put his head on my shoulder
"I put it in my phone baby," I say as I turn to look at him
"What happen to you?" I ask as he acting weird today
"Can I come with you?" he pleaded
"No, you have to finish the song" I laugh as I know he really wants to come with me
As morning comes, Jin-Oppa and Namjoon took me to the airport as I went back to Japan, as I say my good-bye to them and kisses Namjoon good-bye I know I need to get something once I get back there, as soon as the plane touch down I went straight to Karina house and she was happy and shock that I come back
"Wait so you're moving to Korea like literally" Karina look at me shockingly as we seat on the couch
"I come back for the early graduation" I look at her
"Early graduation? what do you mean" she looks at me lost
"I called the school and ask for early graduation as I moving in and studying in Korea soon" I look at her
"Why so sudden? I thought we will be studying together in the same college?" Karina look at me
"I decided to move in with Namjoon" I look at her
"He's the one?" Karina ask and I nod
"Yea, He's the one" I smile at her as she smiles too
"Studying with him and be a college sweetheart and prom?" Karina smile at me and I smile back
"If he bullies you tell me immediately" Karina smile at me
"But then again I don't think so, remember you told me when he actually went to get pads for you at the stores alone, wow he is just wow, won't he be embarrassed about buying it?!" Karina shake my arms
"I was shocked to myself when I found out what he brought back, but then again when we went to shopping to stock up my dorm, he actually pulls me to the women section and grabs the pad that I always used, I saw some girls are admiring and jealous of a guy do this for their girlfriend" I smile shyly
"He what?! wow, now I'm jealous about it, wish Keito do that too but he just says I'll wait for you at the next section" Karina roll her eyes and I laugh
"Hey, have you and Ryosuke break up yet?" Karina suddenly change the topic
"We just drift apart" I reply
"Yea but drift apart doesn't mean, what I'm trying to say is that have you properly break up with him yet?" Karina look at me worriedly
"That's also one of the things I need to do" I smile a bit
"Alright, tomorrow you'll be going to school for your early graduation and also breaking up and packing your stuff, so tonight you're mine!" Karina hug me happily and I do too
Morning come I went to school with Karina to get my graduation certificated and after getting it we went out of school and I was shocked he was standing there with my favorite flowers
"What are you doing here" I smile happily and shockingly at him
"Well I finish my music early, catch the last flight to Japan, to buy this for you and also show up to you just in time when you finish it" Namjoon smile at me as I took the flower from him and we share a kiss
"Thanks, Joonie I really love it but aren't you tired" I look at him care his cheeks as we held interlocked our fingers together very naturally and he took my certificate for me
"Nope" Namjoon simple smile at me as I do too
"Um I'm still here you know," Karina says
"You must be Karina, Rin always talk about you" Namjoon shake her hand and smile
After school, we decided to went back to me and Karina share house and I was shocked to see Ryouske there at the door
"Rin" Ryosuke smile at me but I look at Karina shocked
"Guess now is the time" Karina whisper
"Joonie, can you help me pack my things? I will be there in a second, Karina will show you my room" I look at Namjoon as he smiles and kisses my head and I smile at him
As he and Karina went in the house I took a deep breath and went to Ryosuke
"Heard from Keito you graduate today" Ryosuke smiles as he hands me the roses
"Thank you," I say as I took them
"I can't find baby-breath" Ryosuke wasn't able to finish as I cut him
"We need to talk" I look at him and walk towards the garden behind the house
"Thank you for the flower but" I stop as I don't know how to continue
"I know," Ryouske says and I look at him
"Is there any way to do to get us back again?" Ryosuke look at me smile as I see tears in his eyes I look away
"I think we both know what happens, we just leave it and it happens, we didn't really talk about it and we didn't solve it, we just let what happen, happen," I say as I look at him
"I should have noticed it" Ryosuke look down
"Is not your fault, we both have wrong" I look at him as he looks at me
"Let me go" I look at him as he looks away
"I don't know how to, you been there for me so much I don't know how to let you go" Ryosuke tears started to fall and I went close to him
"You'll be fine" I wipe his tears and smile to him as my tears fall too, being with him for 3 years isn't easy to let go but we have to
"Please just," Ryosuke says as I shake my head
"If we did...we'll only end up being more weird with each other" I smile at him
"Let go," I say to him and gave him one of the rose from the flower he gave me as he looks at me
"Thank you, I won't forget about you, we can't be a couple but I hope we can befriend" I smile as he closes his eyes and let his tears fall
I knew I can't stand here anymore if I did he will have a hard time, I kiss his cheeks and head for the last time as I whisper 'Thank you' to him and leave him alone as I saw Namjoon at the door looking at me he smile and I did too, I went to him as he hugged me tightly as we break hug I look to Karina, she sign me to go up as she went to Ryosuke to comfort him
"Namjoon I'm sorry I" before I could finish my words he kisses me
"Is ok now that you're mine, I hope he'll be fine soon" Namjoon look out the window as he saw Ryosuke there with Karina
Maybe this is one of the reasons I love Namjoon, he cares about others before him, he's amazing with his friend, smart and careless sometimes, love animal especially crab, sometimes he will be like a kid went he saw crab but he amazing, he more mature than me even we're the same age, after packing we decided to leave a day earlier, we say our good-bye to Karina and Keito, Ryosuke finally show up before we went in the gate, Ryosuke blessed Namjoon and I, I hug Ryosuke before leaving and we decided to stay as a friend even we can't be together as we are friend before we date, Namjoon shake hands with Ryosuke before we leave as I leave with Namjoon back to Korea to start of our life together as a couple
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