get me some of you...
GET ME SOME OF YOU…
Pairing: YooSu(Main), HoSu, YunJae
Author: yamada
Length: on shoot
Rating: PG
Warning: Unbeta-ed, crappy as usual
Summary:
The only thing you wanted was my support,
A deferred destiny flows forcefully like water
“YooChunnie, what should I do? I really can’t stay like this any longer…”
You sighed, and sat yourself next to me in our bedroom couch. I threw my gaze on your figure and let my heavy sight off when you turned to face me. Pretending I was ignoring you.
“Chunnie..!! I can’t believe it! Is that book really more interesting than me???” you groan, folded your arms and made such a lovable pouting which used to be adored.
“Uh?” I took my first step to act clueless. “You are here, JunSu. I just, didn’t notice it. Sorry, sorry,”
You repeated your sigh. Told you the truth; I always hate your sigh.
“It’s about YunHo hyung…” you started the most unwanted topic. “I can’t stand this feeling anymore…I just…I feel like jealous when seeing lots of YunJae banner on our last concert! Too much! And why should they hold YooSu banner instead of HoSu banner, Chunnie? Why? Why?”
I nearly screamed out to tell you that instead HoSu, I love YooSu more and even more!
But yeah… I wouldn’t… and I couldn’t… I wonder why do I feel weak around you, Su?
“So you don’t like YooSu? Just cut it off,” I ducked my face on the book, refused to give such a curious comment like usual. I’m tired of this topic. Tired of you who I care so much yet you never ask me whether I have my breakfast or not. I’m tired of watching you who has 24/7 eyes on YunHo, while I always have my sight on you. And I’m tired of being such a best of the best friend, supporting your decision, always stay beside you in happiness and sadness, although I never give you a best friend status in my heart.
Your face turned guilty, “I don’t mean…”
“I suggest you to stop to do YooSu fan-service if you want YunHo to look at you,” coldly, I interrupted your words. When I started to stand up, u grabbed my wrist. I just expected that you would say sorry or something…but, “Should I do that?”
My tears would drop if I couldn’t hold my emotion at that time. “Think by your self, Su,” I pulled my wrist and went to my bedroom. I regretted suggesting such a nightmare things. So I started to think that YooSu would be no more since today.
If i were to stand in front of you and your man,
I feel I would be asphyxiated and die
I want to feel you
But I am not that person
I sat on my usual chair and stayed on the same position next to ChangMin, and over you and a guy whom you loved, Jung YunHo. JaeJoong hyung placed the foods in front of us, while ChangMin started to grab one of them. “Hyung! I miss your cook soooo much…!!”
He said happily.
“You just too selfish for having joongie cooked for us, Min,” YunHo replied, started to move his fork to dig the food, “He just came back from the movies shooting,” Yunho finished his sentences, and smiled to JaeJoong hyung. JaeJoong hyung showed his warmest smile to YunHo and took his seat next to me. “It’s okay, Yunnie-ah…I’d love to cook for the family,”.
As you heard the word “family”, you felt sensitive to JaeJoong. “Yes, we are brotherhood, so we’ll be easy to do something for each other, won’t we, Hyungie?”
Still plastering his smile, JaeJoong nodded. I peeped to YunHo’s hyung and found his disappointed eyes. He might have the same feeling as me who felt disappointed to your point of view, JunSu. If we talked about “brotherhood” so why did Jae hyung address the family? If I was Jae hyung and I didn’t have such a feeling to YunHo, I would obviously say ‘brotherhood’ than ‘family’.
You put the extra meats and vegetables on YunHo’s plate. “Hyung, you need to eat more. You look so pale and you are thinner. Don’t you think of that?” you showed that you concerned him so much or too much for me.
ChangMin giggled suddenly, “Simple, it’s because you are too selfish for having only JaeJoong’s cooking, aren’t you, Hyung?”
I grinned. Yes, I noticed that YunHo even didn’t touch any of our delivering foods which we ordered since Jae hyung had been busy with his script and shooting for Heaven Postman Movie.
YunHo hyung’s face turned read while you had sent a glare to ChangMin. Unfortunately, ChangMin was too happy to tease YunHo hyung so he didn’t receive your glare.
“Did you, Yunnie-ah?” Jae Hyung also loved to tease YunHo hyung.
“He did,” I answered for YunHo hyung and of course made you got flustered.
“I’m off,” you said as you stood up, “I, I just remember that I promise EunHyuk a visit tonight and it’s late, so…” you exhaled, and showed me you cheerful smile, “Hey YooChun, would you accompany me?”
Uh!? Me!? If you though I would then… “I’m sorry, JunSu. I need to finish my midi, and also I promised Jae hyung first to,”
“I..It’s okay,” you stopped my words, and left the room after greeting a good night to us.
You know what, JunSu? I wonder how your self without me is. Somehow, I felt curious about it.
Do I not appear in front of you anymore?
Or do you just have no interest? No..
“Are you sleeping, Chunnie?”
I heard your voice as you sat on my bed. It was midnight and you just came back from unknown place you had gone. I remained silent.
“You are sleeping, aren’t you? So…you mustn’t hear my voice right now…”
I wonder what you mean of those words. Did you want me to hear or not in this case?
“I told YunHo about my feeling,”
I heard your voice cracked.
“It was my sudden confession, Yoochun…”
And now I could hear your sobbing. Were you crying? You didn’t have to, JunSu…
“And…, and he said that I’m only a little brother to him…beside, beside he has another person…”
You were crying. I could hear your sobbing, your cracked voice, your effort to manage the sentences…and those were…
“Ch..chunnie?”
I knew you must be shocked of my sudden move…but I couldn’t help to hug you…to kiss you…
“I..I’m sorry…Su,”
I didn’t know what I should do anymore. I left you that night. And I guessed you must hate me after this unexpected kiss…
No, truthfully even I
I need to get me some of that
Do you know he has another girl?...girl
But still, she is not you
After a month that I ignored you, refused to face you, I ended up my mind to get back to the place where I should be. Was that place beside you, JunSu? I didn’t even know…
“I miss you like crazy, Hyung!!!!” ChangMin hugged me as I met three of my brothers who pick me up in the airport. Yes, three of them, no JunSu.
“He said he was tired of the Family Outing’s shoot yesterday.”
Could Jae hyung read my mind? I nodded at him, let ChangMin’s embrace off.
“Let’s having lunch!! I’m starving to death!” ChangMin yelled, took one of my luggage by his hand.
“It’s okay, Min… I’ve asked a person to carry those things.” I put down the luggage on Min’s hand.
“Well, who’s missing Antique Café by the way??” YunHo asked and saw our hands up. “Let’s go, guys!” he dragged us to his car.
I wanna get me some of that
Give yourself to me
I need to get me some of that
There is no master for love
I sat on my bed as you were sleeping on your bed. I thought it was an excused for you to not seeing me but…,
“Chunnie…”
My eyes widened. I found you were topping me. You kissed…me when I was about to sleep so I couldn’t meet your eyes till tomorrow.
“I missed you…”
Those words…made me flied to seventh heaven. I persuaded my self it was a dream…
“Chunnie…”
Again, you touched my lips with your lips. “Wh…what are you d..doing, Su?”
Your face turned to disappointed one.
“I’m doing a thing which make you look at me,”
I’m doomed.
“Why did you leave such hurry?” you asked a frozen me, “Why had your number been disconnected?” the second question which I received, “Why did you make me like this?”
“Why did you make me like this?” I made you like what, Su? Like hating me?
“And why don’t you fucking answer my question, Park YooChun!?”
Now you were shouting at me.
With you…were topping me, how could my brain think properly, Su?
I hugged you, flipped our position so you were under my body. That cherish lips…I kissed you softly, never expected that you would give me back such a hot kissing.
You rested your arm on my neck, you lead me to deep our share kissing. As I licked your so addicting lips, you let my tongue explored your mouth, teased your tongue which just gave me flirtiest moves. We changed saliva while our body made us felt hotter, hotter and hotter…
As we the rushed made us lost the breath, we broke the kiss.
“Uhhh…ahhh…y..you haven’t answered my qu..question Chun…”
My heart felt like twisting. I moved to the sitting position. Should I answer those questions when I already proved to you in action, Su? Or you just tested me? Hooked me up so when I said that I love you, you would say that kind of answer which YunHo told you.
“Chunnie-ah…” you called me. I made up my mind to teach you something about me.
“What would you love to hear, Su?” I asked as pushed my body on you.
You gasped, “What would I love to hear? What do you…”
“You wanted me to say that the truth I just want to see you are suffering without me? Or I should tell you that I only love to play with the other’s feeling?”
You showed your shocked face. I know you never expected that I would say that way.
“I…You, just…”
“Now you love me, don’t you, Su?”
“But…that sudden…”
I chuckled, “I’ve planned, so what?”
“Then I’m…I hate…I hate you Yoochun…!!”
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a/n : author’s pov
YooChun grinned and kiss the kissable JunSu.
“No, you love me, Su…” said YooChun as he licked JunSu’s lips. “Since when do you start love me, uh?” he moved to JunSu’s neck, blew his breath before took JunSu’s neck to his mouth.
“I…ahh…chunnie…d..don’t…ahhh” JunSu let his moans. He failed to ignore the pleasure that yoochun gave to him.
“See? You fuckin’ love me…Su… now what should I do? Make a love to you?”
JunSu’s body started trembling, “I ha..hate you, Yo..YooChun…I freakin’ hate y..you…”
Yoochun whispered on JunSu’s ear, “But your body said the otherwise, baby…” then licked his earlobe, “Your body have admitted that they love me, Su… then the question changed to what should you do?”
JunSu couldn’t hold any longer for his tears dropped. “I thought you love me…and I..I love you, YooChun…If you know what a nightmare I had as you left me…”
YooChun stopped himself. He sat, and pulled JunSu to his embrace, “I’m sorry, Su…” he said as he felt JunSu’s body in him. “I’m so sorry…I just want you to make sure of your feeling…”
JunSu cried, but he wasn’t crying because of his sadness…he felt happy, he was too happy to know his thought were right. YooChun loved him. And will always loves him…
YooChun caressed JunSu’s hair while his other hand tightening his hug.
“Chunnie, you asked me what you should do, didn’t you?” Junsu loosened YooChun’s embrace, facing his gorgeous YooChun. “I want you to love me, be beside me and be mine forever…will you, YooChunie?”
“No,”
JunSu widened his eyes; he just too shocked of YooChun’s answer.
“No, if you don’t want to be my lover…” Yoochun finished his words.
“Babo,,” JunSu poked YooChun’s nose. “Of course, I do…”
=FINISHED=
a/n #2:
The boldly italic words were some translation lyric of Get Me Some by TVXQ.
And those all lyric credits belongs to DBSKer@blogspot.
It used to be NC-17 but somewhat it changed to PG XD
Godness! I knew I wrote such a crappy fanfic but comment is always love <3
a/n #3 :
I write this fiction in the middle of my budgeting class >.>;;
So it’s unbeta, okay? Mind my grammatical error T.T I hope I didn’t hurt the native speaker T.T
I’m so sorry to my budgeting lecture since I didn’t pay attention to the subject~
Oh well, I do careless every time and at least, wanna say thank you to the same lecture since I received a sum of money prize for getting 100 on my mid-exam XD
So I can make up my mind to buy YooSu’s chibi sneaker <3 *is dancing frog dance*
Pairing: YooSu(Main), HoSu, YunJae
Author: yamada
Length: on shoot
Rating: PG
Warning: Unbeta-ed, crappy as usual
Summary:
The only thing you wanted was my support,
A deferred destiny flows forcefully like water
“YooChunnie, what should I do? I really can’t stay like this any longer…”
You sighed, and sat yourself next to me in our bedroom couch. I threw my gaze on your figure and let my heavy sight off when you turned to face me. Pretending I was ignoring you.
“Chunnie..!! I can’t believe it! Is that book really more interesting than me???” you groan, folded your arms and made such a lovable pouting which used to be adored.
“Uh?” I took my first step to act clueless. “You are here, JunSu. I just, didn’t notice it. Sorry, sorry,”
You repeated your sigh. Told you the truth; I always hate your sigh.
“It’s about YunHo hyung…” you started the most unwanted topic. “I can’t stand this feeling anymore…I just…I feel like jealous when seeing lots of YunJae banner on our last concert! Too much! And why should they hold YooSu banner instead of HoSu banner, Chunnie? Why? Why?”
I nearly screamed out to tell you that instead HoSu, I love YooSu more and even more!
But yeah… I wouldn’t… and I couldn’t… I wonder why do I feel weak around you, Su?
“So you don’t like YooSu? Just cut it off,” I ducked my face on the book, refused to give such a curious comment like usual. I’m tired of this topic. Tired of you who I care so much yet you never ask me whether I have my breakfast or not. I’m tired of watching you who has 24/7 eyes on YunHo, while I always have my sight on you. And I’m tired of being such a best of the best friend, supporting your decision, always stay beside you in happiness and sadness, although I never give you a best friend status in my heart.
Your face turned guilty, “I don’t mean…”
“I suggest you to stop to do YooSu fan-service if you want YunHo to look at you,” coldly, I interrupted your words. When I started to stand up, u grabbed my wrist. I just expected that you would say sorry or something…but, “Should I do that?”
My tears would drop if I couldn’t hold my emotion at that time. “Think by your self, Su,” I pulled my wrist and went to my bedroom. I regretted suggesting such a nightmare things. So I started to think that YooSu would be no more since today.
If i were to stand in front of you and your man,
I feel I would be asphyxiated and die
I want to feel you
But I am not that person
I sat on my usual chair and stayed on the same position next to ChangMin, and over you and a guy whom you loved, Jung YunHo. JaeJoong hyung placed the foods in front of us, while ChangMin started to grab one of them. “Hyung! I miss your cook soooo much…!!”
He said happily.
“You just too selfish for having joongie cooked for us, Min,” YunHo replied, started to move his fork to dig the food, “He just came back from the movies shooting,” Yunho finished his sentences, and smiled to JaeJoong hyung. JaeJoong hyung showed his warmest smile to YunHo and took his seat next to me. “It’s okay, Yunnie-ah…I’d love to cook for the family,”.
As you heard the word “family”, you felt sensitive to JaeJoong. “Yes, we are brotherhood, so we’ll be easy to do something for each other, won’t we, Hyungie?”
Still plastering his smile, JaeJoong nodded. I peeped to YunHo’s hyung and found his disappointed eyes. He might have the same feeling as me who felt disappointed to your point of view, JunSu. If we talked about “brotherhood” so why did Jae hyung address the family? If I was Jae hyung and I didn’t have such a feeling to YunHo, I would obviously say ‘brotherhood’ than ‘family’.
You put the extra meats and vegetables on YunHo’s plate. “Hyung, you need to eat more. You look so pale and you are thinner. Don’t you think of that?” you showed that you concerned him so much or too much for me.
ChangMin giggled suddenly, “Simple, it’s because you are too selfish for having only JaeJoong’s cooking, aren’t you, Hyung?”
I grinned. Yes, I noticed that YunHo even didn’t touch any of our delivering foods which we ordered since Jae hyung had been busy with his script and shooting for Heaven Postman Movie.
YunHo hyung’s face turned read while you had sent a glare to ChangMin. Unfortunately, ChangMin was too happy to tease YunHo hyung so he didn’t receive your glare.
“Did you, Yunnie-ah?” Jae Hyung also loved to tease YunHo hyung.
“He did,” I answered for YunHo hyung and of course made you got flustered.
“I’m off,” you said as you stood up, “I, I just remember that I promise EunHyuk a visit tonight and it’s late, so…” you exhaled, and showed me you cheerful smile, “Hey YooChun, would you accompany me?”
Uh!? Me!? If you though I would then… “I’m sorry, JunSu. I need to finish my midi, and also I promised Jae hyung first to,”
“I..It’s okay,” you stopped my words, and left the room after greeting a good night to us.
You know what, JunSu? I wonder how your self without me is. Somehow, I felt curious about it.
Do I not appear in front of you anymore?
Or do you just have no interest? No..
“Are you sleeping, Chunnie?”
I heard your voice as you sat on my bed. It was midnight and you just came back from unknown place you had gone. I remained silent.
“You are sleeping, aren’t you? So…you mustn’t hear my voice right now…”
I wonder what you mean of those words. Did you want me to hear or not in this case?
“I told YunHo about my feeling,”
I heard your voice cracked.
“It was my sudden confession, Yoochun…”
And now I could hear your sobbing. Were you crying? You didn’t have to, JunSu…
“And…, and he said that I’m only a little brother to him…beside, beside he has another person…”
You were crying. I could hear your sobbing, your cracked voice, your effort to manage the sentences…and those were…
“Ch..chunnie?”
I knew you must be shocked of my sudden move…but I couldn’t help to hug you…to kiss you…
“I..I’m sorry…Su,”
I didn’t know what I should do anymore. I left you that night. And I guessed you must hate me after this unexpected kiss…
No, truthfully even I
I need to get me some of that
Do you know he has another girl?...girl
But still, she is not you
After a month that I ignored you, refused to face you, I ended up my mind to get back to the place where I should be. Was that place beside you, JunSu? I didn’t even know…
“I miss you like crazy, Hyung!!!!” ChangMin hugged me as I met three of my brothers who pick me up in the airport. Yes, three of them, no JunSu.
“He said he was tired of the Family Outing’s shoot yesterday.”
Could Jae hyung read my mind? I nodded at him, let ChangMin’s embrace off.
“Let’s having lunch!! I’m starving to death!” ChangMin yelled, took one of my luggage by his hand.
“It’s okay, Min… I’ve asked a person to carry those things.” I put down the luggage on Min’s hand.
“Well, who’s missing Antique Café by the way??” YunHo asked and saw our hands up. “Let’s go, guys!” he dragged us to his car.
I wanna get me some of that
Give yourself to me
I need to get me some of that
There is no master for love
I sat on my bed as you were sleeping on your bed. I thought it was an excused for you to not seeing me but…,
“Chunnie…”
My eyes widened. I found you were topping me. You kissed…me when I was about to sleep so I couldn’t meet your eyes till tomorrow.
“I missed you…”
Those words…made me flied to seventh heaven. I persuaded my self it was a dream…
“Chunnie…”
Again, you touched my lips with your lips. “Wh…what are you d..doing, Su?”
Your face turned to disappointed one.
“I’m doing a thing which make you look at me,”
I’m doomed.
“Why did you leave such hurry?” you asked a frozen me, “Why had your number been disconnected?” the second question which I received, “Why did you make me like this?”
“Why did you make me like this?” I made you like what, Su? Like hating me?
“And why don’t you fucking answer my question, Park YooChun!?”
Now you were shouting at me.
With you…were topping me, how could my brain think properly, Su?
I hugged you, flipped our position so you were under my body. That cherish lips…I kissed you softly, never expected that you would give me back such a hot kissing.
You rested your arm on my neck, you lead me to deep our share kissing. As I licked your so addicting lips, you let my tongue explored your mouth, teased your tongue which just gave me flirtiest moves. We changed saliva while our body made us felt hotter, hotter and hotter…
As we the rushed made us lost the breath, we broke the kiss.
“Uhhh…ahhh…y..you haven’t answered my qu..question Chun…”
My heart felt like twisting. I moved to the sitting position. Should I answer those questions when I already proved to you in action, Su? Or you just tested me? Hooked me up so when I said that I love you, you would say that kind of answer which YunHo told you.
“Chunnie-ah…” you called me. I made up my mind to teach you something about me.
“What would you love to hear, Su?” I asked as pushed my body on you.
You gasped, “What would I love to hear? What do you…”
“You wanted me to say that the truth I just want to see you are suffering without me? Or I should tell you that I only love to play with the other’s feeling?”
You showed your shocked face. I know you never expected that I would say that way.
“I…You, just…”
“Now you love me, don’t you, Su?”
“But…that sudden…”
I chuckled, “I’ve planned, so what?”
“Then I’m…I hate…I hate you Yoochun…!!”
--
a/n : author’s pov
YooChun grinned and kiss the kissable JunSu.
“No, you love me, Su…” said YooChun as he licked JunSu’s lips. “Since when do you start love me, uh?” he moved to JunSu’s neck, blew his breath before took JunSu’s neck to his mouth.
“I…ahh…chunnie…d..don’t…ahhh” JunSu let his moans. He failed to ignore the pleasure that yoochun gave to him.
“See? You fuckin’ love me…Su… now what should I do? Make a love to you?”
JunSu’s body started trembling, “I ha..hate you, Yo..YooChun…I freakin’ hate y..you…”
Yoochun whispered on JunSu’s ear, “But your body said the otherwise, baby…” then licked his earlobe, “Your body have admitted that they love me, Su… then the question changed to what should you do?”
JunSu couldn’t hold any longer for his tears dropped. “I thought you love me…and I..I love you, YooChun…If you know what a nightmare I had as you left me…”
YooChun stopped himself. He sat, and pulled JunSu to his embrace, “I’m sorry, Su…” he said as he felt JunSu’s body in him. “I’m so sorry…I just want you to make sure of your feeling…”
JunSu cried, but he wasn’t crying because of his sadness…he felt happy, he was too happy to know his thought were right. YooChun loved him. And will always loves him…
YooChun caressed JunSu’s hair while his other hand tightening his hug.
“Chunnie, you asked me what you should do, didn’t you?” Junsu loosened YooChun’s embrace, facing his gorgeous YooChun. “I want you to love me, be beside me and be mine forever…will you, YooChunie?”
“No,”
JunSu widened his eyes; he just too shocked of YooChun’s answer.
“No, if you don’t want to be my lover…” Yoochun finished his words.
“Babo,,” JunSu poked YooChun’s nose. “Of course, I do…”
=FINISHED=
a/n #2:
The boldly italic words were some translation lyric of Get Me Some by TVXQ.
And those all lyric credits belongs to DBSKer@blogspot.
It used to be NC-17 but somewhat it changed to PG XD
Godness! I knew I wrote such a crappy fanfic but comment is always love <3
a/n #3 :
I write this fiction in the middle of my budgeting class >.>;;
So it’s unbeta, okay? Mind my grammatical error T.T I hope I didn’t hurt the native speaker T.T
I’m so sorry to my budgeting lecture since I didn’t pay attention to the subject~
Oh well, I do careless every time and at least, wanna say thank you to the same lecture since I received a sum of money prize for getting 100 on my mid-exam XD
So I can make up my mind to buy YooSu’s chibi sneaker <3 *is dancing frog dance*