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There was a time when I had a healthy sexual appetite. Shortly when I was married. I was too frightened to do anything inappropriate with Yurika before we married. For one, she was the captain of Nadesico. For another, her father would have secretly sent hitmen after me if I tried anything. Yurika would always try and coax me to be daring though. I was too nice. I respected Yurika. Our wedding night was... bliss. If I could go back to it, I would. Holding Yurika, feeling her warmth against me. It was a pleasant feeling. Touching her was like an adventure and I knew I could do it because we were married. We both wanted to have children. We were going to have a big family.
And then this happened.
Unless Lapis is near, I can't feel anything. Can't feel warm, no pain... nothing. Nothing tingles. I can't even jack off. I don't want to either. Technically, I can still have sex, but only through Lapis' aid and she's just a child. I'd love to hold Yurika again, but my feelings would filter to Lapis. It would be wrong.
I tell myself I'm content then.
That should do it.
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There was a time when I had a healthy sexual appetite. Shortly when I was married. I was too frightened to do anything inappropriate with Yurika before we married. For one, she was the captain of Nadesico. For another, her father would have secretly sent hitmen after me if I tried anything. Yurika would always try and coax me to be daring though. I was too nice. I respected Yurika. Our wedding night was... bliss. If I could go back to it, I would. Holding Yurika, feeling her warmth against me. It was a pleasant feeling. Touching her was like an adventure and I knew I could do it because we were married. We both wanted to have children. We were going to have a big family.
And then this happened.
Unless Lapis is near, I can't feel anything. Can't feel warm, no pain... nothing. Nothing tingles. I can't even jack off. I don't want to either. Technically, I can still have sex, but only through Lapis' aid and she's just a child. I'd love to hold Yurika again, but my feelings would filter to Lapis. It would be wrong.
I tell myself I'm content then.
That should do it.
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