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Isn’t it odd? When you see and hang around the same group of people, day in and day out. Somehow… It feels like they’re the closest group of friends you have. Like they really know you so well and get you. But take away that ‘forced’ daily interaction and what truly remains?
Somehow, I felt as though the Uni clique were close. They were gonna be the people who follow me through life. Like my mom who still meets up with her secondary school friends, even if it’s just those specific few. It felt like I was exploring a new me around them. But now that I’ve taken some time off, that I haven’t been meeting them for close to 2 months, I can say that the bonds were not as strong as I assume. Other than my laopo… It feels like the rest can come and go. And I wouldn’t be that bothered tbh. It scares me how these bonds fade, especially because I’m not one to take the initiative to start conversations and meetings. And it really makes me wonder. Are they really good friends of mine? Do I really know that much about them? Or are they just hi-bye friends that stick together solely due to similar classes.
Maybe it is a OL slump period when I’m just thinking way too much about life and other stuff. But here’s the thing. In these 2 months, I’ve met up with my platoonmates. So. Many. Times. We make time, and the frequent meetups make things less awkward if at all. Even my JC cliques, both the J-fire one as well as the class clique. We’ve also met up, had fun and somehow, I’m reminded that these bonds are even tighter than the ones I’ve formed with my current clique. At the end of the day, I’ve hung out with these people for so long, I feel like there isn’t much to hide. I can be however I want. Say whatever I wish. Be whoever I want to be. It doesn’t feel like I’ll get judged. Much XD. Can’t say I can let my guard down that much with this clique though. Somehow, I just… can’t let them so close. Because it feels like we can just break apart so easily.
Still, one take away from it all is my LAOPO~ So glad we can be friends and get so close in this ‘hi-bye’ society that is University XD Also to Chen, who… when I think about it, you’ve really been with me every step of the way. After we graduated XD It’s like you keep pushing me when I want to give up. When you push me to study when I want to nua XD I feel the lurveeeee and it’s making this post so mushy hahaha.
Honestly, I’d have to say that the two of you feel like the closest friends I’ve known who I can talk to. About anything under the sky. I try my best to remember to take some initiative chatting with you guys cause… I’m gonna drag you guys along with me on the road of life~
But that’s not just what this post is about. I guess it’s about remembrance. About the important people who have entered my life and actually made a mark. About people I will always remember in fondness and do my best to keep in touch. About those I really care about but neglect due to my anti-social and lazy nature.
Delta. J-fire. 1030. B10.
Ironic how the people I’m close to actually gets smaller as the clique gets bigger. But in all these groups I’ve been, there has definitely been people who I adore and miss
Hopefully, I can add more of B10 to the list of people who truly matter to me in such a magnitude. Not that we aren’t close or friends but… I guess I have some kinda inner circle XD TOO MUCH HARRY POTTER FICS ROTTING MY BRAIN :P
But biggest mention, BIGGEST BIGGEST BIGGEST
Definitely goes to Delta. Because we’ve weathered the years where it feels like we’ll split apart yet held on tight. Technically, we’ve been together for 10 years. 10 whole years. Unfortunately, I kinda screwed the first 4 up cause of my low EQ XD But the following 6, no matter how we bitch about everyone, we’re still one hell of a close group and I really really really hope we can make it all the way.
On the side notes, I’m so done with me being cooped up forcing me into a funk. I swear, I’m getting more and more annoyed at people as a whole XD Going stir crazy here at work! Trying to move on to just a ZEN. ZEN LIKE MODE PLEASEEEEEE
Gonna try and stop being such a HATER and getting annoyed by small things and comments. And I have been a hater =.= And just picking on anything I can. My friends are just that. Friends. Who I should treasure and not just vent my moods on. So done with that.
So I guess for the record, I miss everyone~ So glad to finally have a post that ends more on a nice tone and not being the angsty me I’ve been XD
Seriously though, these long breaks of nothing at work is making me some blogging machine XD
Somehow, I felt as though the Uni clique were close. They were gonna be the people who follow me through life. Like my mom who still meets up with her secondary school friends, even if it’s just those specific few. It felt like I was exploring a new me around them. But now that I’ve taken some time off, that I haven’t been meeting them for close to 2 months, I can say that the bonds were not as strong as I assume. Other than my laopo… It feels like the rest can come and go. And I wouldn’t be that bothered tbh. It scares me how these bonds fade, especially because I’m not one to take the initiative to start conversations and meetings. And it really makes me wonder. Are they really good friends of mine? Do I really know that much about them? Or are they just hi-bye friends that stick together solely due to similar classes.
Maybe it is a OL slump period when I’m just thinking way too much about life and other stuff. But here’s the thing. In these 2 months, I’ve met up with my platoonmates. So. Many. Times. We make time, and the frequent meetups make things less awkward if at all. Even my JC cliques, both the J-fire one as well as the class clique. We’ve also met up, had fun and somehow, I’m reminded that these bonds are even tighter than the ones I’ve formed with my current clique. At the end of the day, I’ve hung out with these people for so long, I feel like there isn’t much to hide. I can be however I want. Say whatever I wish. Be whoever I want to be. It doesn’t feel like I’ll get judged. Much XD. Can’t say I can let my guard down that much with this clique though. Somehow, I just… can’t let them so close. Because it feels like we can just break apart so easily.
Still, one take away from it all is my LAOPO~ So glad we can be friends and get so close in this ‘hi-bye’ society that is University XD Also to Chen, who… when I think about it, you’ve really been with me every step of the way. After we graduated XD It’s like you keep pushing me when I want to give up. When you push me to study when I want to nua XD I feel the lurveeeee and it’s making this post so mushy hahaha.
Honestly, I’d have to say that the two of you feel like the closest friends I’ve known who I can talk to. About anything under the sky. I try my best to remember to take some initiative chatting with you guys cause… I’m gonna drag you guys along with me on the road of life~
But that’s not just what this post is about. I guess it’s about remembrance. About the important people who have entered my life and actually made a mark. About people I will always remember in fondness and do my best to keep in touch. About those I really care about but neglect due to my anti-social and lazy nature.
Delta. J-fire. 1030. B10.
Ironic how the people I’m close to actually gets smaller as the clique gets bigger. But in all these groups I’ve been, there has definitely been people who I adore and miss
Hopefully, I can add more of B10 to the list of people who truly matter to me in such a magnitude. Not that we aren’t close or friends but… I guess I have some kinda inner circle XD TOO MUCH HARRY POTTER FICS ROTTING MY BRAIN :P
But biggest mention, BIGGEST BIGGEST BIGGEST
Definitely goes to Delta. Because we’ve weathered the years where it feels like we’ll split apart yet held on tight. Technically, we’ve been together for 10 years. 10 whole years. Unfortunately, I kinda screwed the first 4 up cause of my low EQ XD But the following 6, no matter how we bitch about everyone, we’re still one hell of a close group and I really really really hope we can make it all the way.
On the side notes, I’m so done with me being cooped up forcing me into a funk. I swear, I’m getting more and more annoyed at people as a whole XD Going stir crazy here at work! Trying to move on to just a ZEN. ZEN LIKE MODE PLEASEEEEEE
Gonna try and stop being such a HATER and getting annoyed by small things and comments. And I have been a hater =.= And just picking on anything I can. My friends are just that. Friends. Who I should treasure and not just vent my moods on. So done with that.
So I guess for the record, I miss everyone~ So glad to finally have a post that ends more on a nice tone and not being the angsty me I’ve been XD
Seriously though, these long breaks of nothing at work is making me some blogging machine XD