1. Your name spelled backwards? Ahba... that's how people sometimes spell it, too. Is A-B-H-A really that difficult ( Read more... )

I still have this strong pervading sense of inadequacy.

I just realized that it has been one year since the Bambi incident. It got me thinking about the past and time in general. I know it's a cliche thing to say, but it really is incredible how fast time flies. I can remember everything about that entire day in perfect detail, from when my friend Mike came to visit from Dayton, to the accident, to the ( Read more... )

10 years ago I was ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I was more carefree ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to do.

But I do know that I haven't been this worried or scared about something for a really long time.
And I have this bad nagging gut feeling in my stomach.

Sigh.

*Edit* Okay, I'm much more relieved now. I really do have great friends, though. I'm quite grateful for that.

I had an absolutely wonderful weekend. :) One of the best ever.

I just thought you'd like to know that.

I already can't wait for Sunday. One week is just entirely too long a time. And I better get a Panda this time. :)

So I haven't updated in a while. It's not that I've had a lack of going-ons in my life, I just haven't had the desire to write about them ( Read more... )

At the current moment, I am --
1. Tired
2. Cranky
3. Feeling pretty useless
4. Sad

It would seem that these feelings have been persistent as of late. Meh.

I am frustrated and/or disappointed about so many things right now that I don't even know where to begin.

So, I'm just going to go to sleep with the hope of a better day tomorrow.

I'm in a rather foul mood right now, for reasons I'd rather not talk about on here. But I just felt like getting that out there. I think I'm feeling more bleak than angry, though ( Read more... )