http://www.wwnet.net/~lucky_cathexis/loughtonvsmanchurian.mov

this morning, i saw a bird and three of her children flying together. my first thought was, "that's awesome." but then i saw one of the youngsters weaken, and descend, while the others kept flying higher and farther..
that was where the lesson was.

http://www.wwnet.net/~lucky_cathexis/hwy100.mov

http://wwnet.net/~lucky_cathexis/dad.mov

http://wwnet.net/~lucky_cathexis/ninja.mov

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i miss watching movies with zach.
but he's in california now, and school is over too..

sometimes it's the little things that remind you that a certain time in your life really is.. over.

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i really can't let everything i ever try turnout like those fated paper-maché hungy hungry hippos.
i'm on the verge of something new. an upgrade. it will be good.
enough angst already. it's time to let some beauty back into life.

(and learn how to express the horrors of my mind.)


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i have more and more difficulty when i try to explain myself, because i realize more and more that it really doesn't matter, what matters is now, the now i am wasting sitting here writing these words that mean nothing ( Read more... )