Bitter Ramblings.. and on and on and on...

[yanafava]

Welp... Things are going okay I guess. I had a bit of a tiff with Caleb the other day. He was supposed to go out with me on saturday and do some shopping type stuff. Instead he decided to hang out with dustin. I didn't mind because I WANT him to be able to do things with other people. However, the house was messy. I HATE having people over

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[chibithejournal]

Aiee sounds a tiny bit like what I was saying this morning :P
Anywho, I totally feel the same about the apartment being messy. In fact I even prefer to keep it pretty much immaculate even when I don't plan on having company (for that exact reason... sometimes spontaneously, I come home from class and chris has a friend over lol) But yeah I would be upset if there was a mess and people came over. Guys don't understand :P
Are you planning on moving back to MI eventually?

[yanafava]

I don't know. I would like to, but I guess we'll just have to see ^.^;;

[ktsweetthang]

hang in there hun, i know exactly how you feel in reguards to the clean home thing! i thought i was the only one who cleaned like a mad lady before company came over. :P

maybe you should tell caleb how you feel about U of M? i just dont think its fair that you've given up so much in comparison to him. just makes me kinda sad cuz it reminds me of me and brian: *i* moved to ypsi and *i* quit 2 good paying jobs and *i* had to make all new friends and learn a whole new area. >< yah, i love him, but sometimes i feel jealous like you mentioned... and it makes me sad to hear you feel that way. *hug*

...plus if you went to u of m id be minutes from you and we'd so have to hang out everyday. :P

sry about the lengthy-ness. <3 ya.

[yanafava]

I know it won't be like this forever.. It's hard to give up living where you grew up. I can understand him wanting to live here. He's SUCH a Montana Cowboy. lol. I would LOVE to hang out with you!

[kawaiiusagisama]

Jana another girl who tends to clean the house when people are coming *raises hand* guilty!

As for the unbalance, why are you guys in Montana if niether one wants to go to school there, you don't have a home of your own, just because his family is there? Sounds to me like you two should move. At least asking him about it would be my advise. That way when he answers with why not, you can see what exactly is keep you guys there.

This is of course just my opinion. I just love you and I don't want you to be sad *hugs*

[yanafava]

We moved up here because his parents lived in AK and had an empty house for us to use.. which has been super nice of them.. I guess we really didn't know what we were going to do when we got out of the Marines. Here just seemed like a safe bet.. But like I said, he isn't planning on going to school right now and I am. I keep dropping hints like, "we should just move to somewhere new!" Hahaha..ha..ha... >.< lol.

[kawaiiusagisama]

*hugs* I know that it will work out!!!